i have been watching japanese drama n anime
lately

nowadays, im not keen about goin onto e internet
cos im alwys reading about things tat i dun even noe

friens
those tat i tot r my friens
keeping things from me
not getting me invovled
n recently
something happened on fb
tat "left a bad taste in my mouth"

get wat i mean?

my friens r not realy friens anymore
u see
my concept of friens
is very simple n easy 2 understand

loyalty, honesty

saw all this
by watching anime
nvr experienced this in reality

im e type of person tat dun remember
e "happy times" which i've experienced
but i cant recall e times tat i felt sad very
very very easily

wat is ur definition of friens?

i noe each n everyone of us hav our own
bounderies
but if, other ppl noes about ur secret
y cant i, when im ur 'frien'?

i hav friens whom i treasured
since secondary sch
especially one
i dun think my frien kept anything from me

even like her fears
or her experience

being my frien
is very easy
i dun need u 2 die 4 me
or save me from a huge disaster

loyalty n honesty is enough

tat's mayb y
i rather hav a dog as a frien

being on e internet
shows me lots of things

some say tat im always moody
always in a bad mood
(if u noe me well, im not in a bad mood at all)

some say tat im anti-social
not friendly
(yes i am. but still, i think of u as my friens)

i tot that they were my friens
i realy realy think tat way
but wat i've seen on e internet
this label 'friens' which i hav given them
begins 2 peel off

then i start 2 think
how foolish i was
2 rely on them
think tat they were my friens

u see,
im a sensitive person
bcos of this
it's easy 2 make me hate u or feel upset
however,
it's easy 2 make me feel happy

things happen
in a domino-effect
there's no stopping
one thing leads 2 another
n at e end,
all i see
is tat my so-called friens
r jus strangers 2 me

i dunnoe them, dun understand them at all
they, dun understand me too
being left out, not being involved
im used 2 it
im not goin 2 care anymore
i giv up trying 2 be involved

friens, wat exactly is e meaning of friens?

DUN EVER COME N MAKE ME HATE U
IM GIVING A REAL WARNING HERE

ppl say 'forgive n forget'

THIS DUN APPLY TO ME
I DUN FORGET N I
CERTAINLY WUN FORGIVE

hi
it's me again...
bet u mus be bored of me
as all i do is COMPLAIN
ok
yup
im like holding at least one grudge against everyone

got lots of projects
dun like tons of ppl
they cant be mature can they?
ok
maybe im not tat mature too
but still...
im able to draw the line
y cant they?
sian....
joke is joke lah...
but pls oso at the same time understand the feelings of others

how will u feel if others shout back at u?
oh, gosh... i hope ppl who r involved r not reading this
4 me
i'll shout back
if can, violence =.=
nowadays always got the feeling of wanting 2 beat someone up
anyone oso can.
best is those i hate 2 e core one...

got tons of ppl i hate in sch
let me count...1,2,3
3... i tink
two bitches n 1 bastard
n i noe them
see them every monday-friday
sian...
dun ask me 4 names
cos i aint giving any 2 anyone

hey, leeyi n wenn can ask :D
those from tp =.=
NO!!!!

i did someting stupid
i stood at a corner
in tp
n see if any of my friens noe tat im
there anot
turns out?
none of them knew
tat im there
n they jus need 2 turn their heads
then they can see me

i have not much of a presence...
i knew tat all along
hey i know tat i DUN get along well with ppl
most of them jus ended up hating me even
but pls =.=
this is my stinking character
i noe it sucks like big time
but believe
back in secondary sch
im much worse -.-

i dun understand y ppl dun like me so much =.=
leeyi n wenn like me wad...
can get along with them...
plus elena potato.....
oh ya, where did she go btw?
disappear le... =.= only shows up to eat...
glutton!

im like moody all the time
daydream like alot
weird in may ways (even my parents say tat)
get irritated if no one listen 2 me
get angry easily (when i say easily, i mean very easily)
talk crap
insult ppl (without realisng tat im insulting e person)
hahahahaha
n damn emo after tat incident :(
haimei say i get emo very easliy nowadays =.=
have very low confidence
i realy need someone who able 2 understand me :D
cheer me up, make me laugh effortlessly
n solve my problems :)
he/she would be my absolute friend! :)
like leeyi n wenn :D
jus one in my class would me nice
cos most of them r spoilt brats =.=
cant connect with them at all sia...

watching Gokusen :)
love e show
not bcos of e storyline
but bcos of e friendship shown in e show :D
Odagiri Ryu!!!!!!!!! Yabuki Hayato!!!!!!!!!!!
:D yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey, leeyi n wenn go out during term breaks kays? :D
my orders :D
alicia, eunice and atticus let's go watch some lame movie n laugh our guts out :)

quote for the day: all guys are born jerks, all girls r born bitches (it's a joke only)
by baka :D
thanks :)

homework, test, homework
-.-
no time 2 blog or go facebook le....
im supposed 2 b doin my jap presentation
but i jus cant help looking at my blog :P

love e Change the world song :D
really cheers me up lots :)
hav no idea y though :D

learning pattern during tkd
:D
on mondays n thursday ;)
learnt yellow, yellow-green and green pattern le...
i damn pro sia :P
learn so many at a time :D
n best is i nvr 4get! :D
this coming thursday not goin
cos friday got tutorial quiz....

cant seem 2 cope well with my work
everything done last minute
more homework compared 2 last sem
very tired since e end of hols
been sleeping during lectures =.=
cannot go on like tat le...
mus pay attention
or else i get confused

no time to go facebook
or play pet society :D
tried playing mousehunt
dun understand y atticus likes it -.-

suffered 3 hours of aap lecture 2day
fell asleep during first half of e lecture
then tried not 2 sleep 4 e rest of e lectures
bought Hi-chew sweets 2 help me stay awake
saw atticus needs them more than me so gave him 2 sweets
(he fell asleep 4 most of e lectures) -.-
i only ate 1 :)
very kind le :)

got another project
mus draw a horse skeleton
on a big piece of paper...
in groups of 4
eunice, clarissa, vaish n me! :D
hope we'll be able 2 do it well :D

jus have my hair cut :)
look like a boy
but i dun care :D
watever sia...
in sec sch i oso cut my hair till
i look like guy :D
schmates even tot i bunk sia :)
bunk=male role of lesbian
:D
assholes :)
i like short hair
cos very shiok e feeling :D
dunnoe how 2 explain :D

anime...
wan 2 watch but no time
seriously...
:(
realy wan 2 watch sia....
damn sian....
dun wan tests le.....
PLS!!!!
atticus kept asking me 2 watch darker than black
no time 2 watch lah...
i still watching bleach
n like wayyyyyyyyyy behind
will try watching :)
hope it's not like weird
cos atticus's taste is weird loz... :D

may not b goin back 2 pets villa cos no time
n i realy need 2 study :D

im having some issues...
ok it had been a very hectic week
everything was last minute
n im deadbeat
i have 2 say something though

i find tat i cant realy connect with my classmates
ok with e exception of some friens in class :)
alien... :)
but some...
while, they r nice ppl
i noe tat
but 4 some reason
there is like a barrier but them n me
we jus cant click
n im not e person they will find if
they wan 2 go out or jus hav fun

i did some comparing
i cant help but 2 do tat...
i like tkd ppl wayyyyyyy better
compared 2 my classmates
cos 1 thing is im able 2 be myself
n hav fun at e same time with e tkd ppl
we laughed, we joked lots of time
we play, we scruffled
it's damn fun :D

but with my classmates...
most of my smiles
r jus 4 show
n im tired alrdy
cos im not laughing cos it's funny
but cos they tink is funny so i jus laugh along

when i tell my jokes 2 my classmates
they dun find it funny
n they laugh at things
which i dun find it funny at all

when i tell jokes 2 tkd ppl
they laugh :D
i realy enjoyed being with tkd ppl

i noe it's not fair 2 compare
but i cant keep on bottling up my feelings
i jus cant click with e ppl from my class
n more than once,
i dun feel tat i belonged there.

my class is seperated into 3 distinct groups
1) smart ppl
2) cool ppl
3) fashionable ppl

i like goin with e cool ppl :)
though i dun realy fancy some of them -.-
most of e time,
i go with e fashionable ppl -.-
cos atticus follows them most of e time
n i follow him
e ppl in e fashionable group
r not realy close 2 me
so i didnt realy enjoy goin with them

yes i like my class as a whole
but i cant click well with them
n being with them makes me feel
awkward sometimes, n sometimes mayb a little left out
i noe tat i dun talk much
but in tkd
i enjoy being with tkd ppl

it's e same as i enjoy goin out with leeyi n wenn
i dun tink about stuff tat will make me stressed
when im out with them

but when with e class
i jus get emo very easily
i dunnoe y....

tmr i'll b goin 2 e Zoo! :D
will b taking lot's of pics again i tink :D
then sunday will b goin pets villa :)

recently, im crazy bout ruki
from e Gazette XD
he's soooo cute n handsome :D
totally fell in love with him le! :D

lookig forward to tkd training :D

hi
things had been crappy 4 me lately

ok....
i spent most of my time "in my own world"
till e point when i 4got bout everything else
in e real world -.-
so.......ya.........

n im not my usual self lately :(
i dunnoe y :(
so 4giv me if i start bhaving a little anti-social
or something :(
cos i've been emoing a lot nowadays
saw my previous blog post? :(
i noe tat was like super emo sia :(
feel like saying all e bad words out 4 no reason
jus feel damn angry n fustrated
mayb it's bcos im too stressed up or something
im back 2 being depressed now :(
life jus sucks 2 me
even in sch :(
n i was like looking 4ward 2 go back 2 sch during hols
dunnoe wad overcame me :(

hope u guys understands....

damn it all sia... -.-
im like doin all my homework last minute
cos of my dumbass brain =.=
keep 4getting

i really suck dont i?
haha...
im a double dumbass, idiotic baka banana =.=

hi
i did not update my blog 4 a few days le
n im not goin 2 say wad happened during tat few days =.=
not like anyting exciting happened -.-

B.O.R.I.N.G

currently watching full metal alchemist :D
like edward all over again :D
al is cute too :)

anyways, sch is quite hectic nowadays =.=
so i hav no time 4 lots of things
including sleeping
i have like 6 subjects including cds =.=
n i know tat im gonna b dead
when exams comes -.-

recently, i jus started drawing on my new sketch book
=.=
sian
my drawings damn childish lah...
guess wad i drew?
i dun tell u :P
cos u hav 2 find out by urself :D
hate life lots now -.-

cos jus found out tat life sucks like hell =.=
1) very boring
2) im invisible 2 lots
3) very boring
4) tiring
5) got many ppl i dun like
6) damn boring
7) like jus sucks
8) i cant get enough sleep

oh man
i tink imm like complaining
but it's true -.-
life realy sucks -.-
anyways thanks 4 coming...

hi everyone :D
this week i had lots of fun :)
2day, friday
i went 4 e horse care workshop
at admiralty country club :D
there are 2 horses n 2 ponies there :)
they r: Midnight (pony), Sunshine (pony), Happy (horse), CC (horse)
both Happy n CC used 2 b racehorses at e Singapore Turf Club
they r a breed called e thoroughbreed

there, we learnt how to put on a halter onto a horse
as i could not reach e horse's head,
i had 2 practice on a pony instead :/
a halter consist of a noseband n headstall
tat buckles around the horse's head
n allows e horse 2 b led or tied

after placing e halter on Midnight's (a pony) head,
i tried leading Midnight around :D
it was a wonderful experience
n i Midnight was very cooperative :)

i did not try practicing on Happy (a horse) though
he's much much bigger sized than me
n i have 2 tip-toed 2 reach e top of his head :D

some of my classmates brought apples n carrots 2 feed e horses n ponies :D
Midnight loves apples
he ate till like his mouth was full of saliva :D
Happy n CC likes only carrots :)
Sunshine did not realy eat much i tink
as he was kinda shy :)

we oso learnt e different bones n muscles found in a horse's body
@.@ i got very blur at tat part
we took a look at e feed e horses n ponies get each day :)
a horse like Happy can eat a maximum of 10kg of hay
ponies like Midnight can eat a maximum of 8kg of hay

e horses n ponies r given a huge bucket of water
n their stable bedding is made up of sawdust :D

we were oso taught how 2 groom a horse:D
a person is made 2 hold e horse/pony by e halter
while another person begins grooming e horse/pony
there were many different types of brushes
n many different ways of brushing a horse/pony :D

it's my first time interacting with a horse/pony
so it was very fun 4 me :D
n i had a very wonderful experience :D
there r more pics on facebook :)

Midnight:

CC:

Sunshine:

Happy:

on thursday, i skipped tkd training :P

2 go 2 e zoo with leeyi n wenn :D

i had lots of fun there!!!! >.<

we saw lots of different types of animals :)

while we were looking at e animals, it began 2 rain O.o

so we took shelter at e baboons' exhibit :D

after awhile, we tot tat e rain stopped

so we walked a little distance

but e rain was too heavy

hence we seeked shelter

in a pavillion :D

we waited there for quite some time :D

Cheesian fell asleep

leeyi fell asleep

while wenn n i talked bout twilight

not tat we like twilight

we talked bout e bad n funny stuff bout twlight :D

n we had a good laugh :D

below r e pics from e zoo

facebook got more as i took over 200 pic :P

e see-saw which we played countless of times

n laughed till we like siao :D

oh ya... i got my timetable 4 e next sem le... =.= it's realy very packed n e moment i saw it, i said C.R.A.P =.= 2 cds, both same time n same day. e timetable realy S.U.C.K.S A.L.O.T =.= my latest is 7pm, earliest is 1pm n i have 3 labs on monday O.o

HOPE I DUN FAIL 4 NEXT SEM!!!!

these r e photos tat i took :D

this is e dog which i like most in pets villa >.<

cos he has very nice brown eyes :D

he's e one from pulau ubin

whose leg got caught in a pig trap

i took these pics 2day :D

he looked much better now :)

n he seemed happier :)

2day when i arrived at pets villa,

i got a shook O.o

both Momo n Toffee got their fur shaved!!! :D

they looked funny :D

especially Momo :D

i changed e newspaper bedding

of e kittens in e cage :)

while changing...

as usual...

i got bitten n scratched by those naughty kittens

AGAIN =.=

n one of them jumped out of e cage -.-

i had 2 catch it

n put it back into e cage =.=

i spent half an hour chasing it around =.=

trying 2 catch it =.=

it jus kept running away from me!!! >.<

but i finally managed 2 catch it n put it back into e cage :D

then after awhile,

Melek came :D

we then bathe e dogs there :)

first is Momo :D

as he jus got shaved,

there r ticks' head stuck 2 his body

so melek n i had 2 pluck them out first :D

then we bathe him :)

next is Toffee :)

he is in a much better condition compared 2 Momo :D

so we jus have 2 bathe him :)

then next we did Toby :D

Toby is a very chubby jack russell terrier :D

n he has lots n lots of ticks! >.<

big ticks n small ticks all around his neck! >.<

we had 2 bathe him first

n as Toby can run away very fast

(although he's chubby) -.-

he had 2 be leashed up when we bathe him :D

after e bathe, we carried him 2 a table 2 de-tick him :)

then, we bathe him again :D

Chocolate is e next dog tat we bathed :D

Chocolate has lots of ticks too >.<

at his neck, chest, head n ears :D

we bathe him first

then we began 2 de-tick him :)

e last dog tat we bathe is Joey :)

Melek bathe Joey while i went 2 change

his newspaper bedding in Joey's cage :D

then Melek cleaned joey's ears, trimmed his fur

n jus cleaned him up :D

after all tat, we played with e dogs 4 awhile :)

then we prepare 2 leave e place :D

very long nvr went 4 tkd training le... :(

cos these few days very busy -.-

next week oso cant go 4 training :(

starting 2 miss my tkd friens :(

especially hai mei :)

hi all :D
so far it had been a pretty busy week 4 me :)
sometimes i wonder if got anyone
who is seriously reading my blog-.-
O.o wat if dun have how!?
O.o then i'll be talking 2 myself!!!
awww shucks =.= tat's horrible....

anyways let's get down 2 business :)
this whole week is my sis PSLE exams!!! O.o
she has been studying very hard :)
coming monday is her last paper le....

yesterday went 2 kent's birthday party :D
had fun :)
met up with alicia n eunice at tiong mrt station
alicia is in a DRESS! O.o
cant believe my eyes seriously =.=
i tot tat she'll wear jeans or something

then met up with atticus at jurong east mrt station
waited 4 cong rui n shawn there :D
when reached jurong east mrt station....
i got is nice feeling of being back there again :)
i dunnoe y though :D
i jus like goin back there :D
maybe bcos it's jurong
where west grove primary sch is :)
out of the three primary sch i've been in,
i find tat west grove is still e best :)

ok back 2 e main topic =.=
we walked 2 e Chevrons
i saw tat alicia's dress have buttons at e back :D
was tempted to unbutton them :P
din lah :D
it would b obscene loz =.=

reached there early :)
was e earliest group :)
then later Vaish came
went 2 e lobby 2 meet her :D
then waited 4 rachael
at e same time saw joy outside

i had no idea when e party started.
alicia tat group played with poker cards at e bedroom upstairs =.=
very weird...
everyone downstairs chatting
then we at e bedroom upstairs playing poker cards =.=
like some kind of illigal gambling activity

went downstairs when it's time 2 eat -.-
joey n e rest came at tat time -.-
late... :)
after eating, we chatted a bit
they drank Asahi beer
even ely n atticus oso drank -.-
all e guys drank except shawn :D
'goodie-two-shoes'

then went 2 cut cake :D
sing birthday song 4 kent :D
atticus dun looked drunk but he behaved drunk -.-
ask him if he's drunk anot
say he's not, jus very tired =.=
he's always tired -.-
jacky's whole face red :D
luke nothing out of e ordinary
charmaine's whole face red too :D
ying en's face red oso :D
very red :D

went home at 11pm
very late le
so my dad came 2 Chevrons 2 fetch me back :D
i ask if atticus n shawn need a lift 2 jurong east mrt station :)
atticus said: "ok loh"
shawn said: "your father can anot?"
:D
lol lol lol
got different kind of answer :D
anyways in e end my dad fetch the both 2 jurong east mrt station :D

went home feeling tired :D
cant wait 2 go zoo with leeyi n wenn :D
dun even noe if really goin anot -.-
hope we going :D
yay!
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY KENT!!!!

i saw this story long ago on e internet n i wrote it down
2day, i found it among my books while i was packing my cupboard :)
n i wan 2 share this meaningful story with u guys :D
have fun reading it n i hope u've learn something from it :)

A store owner was tacking a sign above his door that read ‘puppies for sale’. These signs had a weird way of attracting children. And sure enough a little boy appeared at the sign. “How much are you going to sell those puppies?” he asked. The store owner replied “anywhere from $30-$50.” The little boy reached into his pocket and pulled out some change. “I have $2.37: can I have a look at them?” Then store owner smiled and whistled and out of the kennel came a lady, who ran down the aisle of his store followed by five teeny, tiny balls of fur. One puppy was lagging considerably behind. Immediately the little boy singled out the lagging, limping puppy and said “What’s wrong with that little dog?” The store owner explained that when the puppy was born, the vet had said that the puppy had no hip socket and would limp for the rest of it’s life.

The little boy got really excited and said “That’s the puppy I want to buy!” The store owner replied “No, you don’t want to buy that little dog. If you really want him, I’ll give him to you.” The little boy got quite upset. He looked into the store owner’s eyes, pointing his finger and said “I don’t want you to give him to me. That little dog is worth every bit as much as the other dogs and I’ll pay the full price. In fact, I’ll give you $2.37 now and 50 cents every month until I have him paid for.”

The store owner countered, “You really don’t want to buy this puppy. He is never going to be able to run, jump and play like other puppies!” To this, the little boy reached down and rolled up his leg pants to reveal a badly twisted, crippled left leg supported by a big metal brace. He looked up at the store owner and said softly, “Well, I don’t run so well myself, and the little puppy needs someone who understands.”

In life, it doesn’t matter who you are, but whether someone appreciates you for what you are. A real friend is one who walks in, when the rest of the world walks out.

hi
2day was my taekwondo grading
next, if i pass this grading
i would be yellow belt alrdy :D

i dun tink i'll get double promotion
i dun even think about getting it

e grading was fun n scary at e same time
i have a little bit of stage fright u see...
so when it was my turn, my mind went blank O.o
actually, i was kinda freaking out inside O.o
but eventually i calmed down as i focused on one thing in my mind
n try not 2 think about e grading stuff
however i was still freaking out all e same -.-
but it went well in e end
though not as good as e last grading =.=

then at e end we had a group pic taken
*faint*
i dun like taking pics! >.<
as usual, im runing away from them as they took e pic
everyone told me 2 take too -.-
so paiseh sia...
then hilman came n DRAGGED me 2 e whole group 2 take e pic O.o
he DRAGGED me!!!! O.o
first time this happened sia... O.o
usually ppl will jus leave me behind n jus take e pic without me
but this time it was like they have 2 include me in O.o
actually i feel a little happy :D
jus a little :P
ok lah...VERY HAPPY :D
first time!!! :D
makes me like this bunch of tkd friends more than ever >.<
even my classmates do not treat me like tat -.-

VERY HAPPY :D

next time, i'll take pics with them le :D
u see...
i choose who i take pics with :)
only those very close 2 me then i take with them :D
like leeyi n wenn :D
now after this happened :D
i'll take pics with my bunch of tkd friends le!!!! XD
YAY!!!

then after tat...
we went 2 eat subway :D
my idea! XD
so e whole tkd group frm TP
went to subway 2 eat
not realy whole group lah...
yi heng's group went somewhere else 2 eat :D
we purposely made hai mei n kian lam sit 2gether :p
but not so successful with pearlyn n david though -.-
had fun eating subway with them

ate a weird kind of bread -.-
got a lot of dots on it -.-
tat freaking subway ran out of italian bread =.=
so i need 2 eat e weird weird bread

usually when eating with my friens from my class
everyone very quiet
but with tkd ppl :D
all so noisy! XD
realy had fun :D
august kept staring at hai mei n kian lam
wei yuan, weeshin oso :D
then we purposely seperated our table from hai mei's n kian lam's table
2 giv them *their own world* :P
hai mei kept holding onto my arm till got red red mark
then she kept on beating my arm till it bcome red -.-
as we teased both hai mei n kian lam :P
ashley, nick, david n i talked bout com games
david called me a country pumpkin -.- *or is it bumpkin*
cos i only noe wat's maplestory...
i wana play L4D but i dun have e game >.<
haiz...
after eating, we split up
some when home :) *like me*
while e others went 2 play pool :)
it seems like nick likes 2 play pool :D
anyways hope they have fun playing pool :D

im goin 4 this horse care workshop on 13 n 14 october :D
we will be taught how 2 take good care of horses :D
i've been talling hai mei tat now i will be able 2 see a horse kick
then i can learn 4 my backthrust :p
*joking*
cant wait 4 e workshop 2 start :D
but i cant go tkd training if i go 4 e workshop

i bought kent's bday present 2day :)
his bday is on e 9 october this coming friday :D
im going 2 his bday party :)
he'll be 21 years old le... :D
so old... *whisper* :P
anyways :D
it seems like my life jus got brighter :D
compared 2 my secondary school days :)

* hai mei told me tat i've changed
in my attitude i tink
ask her is it for better or for worse
she say neither bad nor good
jus tat after tat incident happened
i will bcome emo easily
even though im still e same
i'll bcome emo easily sometimes
i din noticed it though :D

these few days not doin aything at all =.=
i everyday slept till 1pm
then wake up eat lunch
then play computer awhile
then go back 2 sleep

now my mum take leave from work
as my sis has PSLE
so my mum will cook
lunch n dinner i think

friday my sis brought her friends home
2 see cody
he was excited n of cos aggressive
at e same time
cody kept barking -.-
very noisy
then he kept running about
n kept chasing after my sister's friends

anyways
cody had fun
n in e end
he was very tired

2day did almost nothing
at night went 2 my grandma house
2 eat dinner
brought cody along with us too
he was excited (as usual) -.-

then after dinner
we played with cody for awhile
then....blah blah blah....
e rest very boring le...

tmr is my taekwondo grading -.-
my grading pattern i still can remember
however im afraid tat my mind will blank out tmr
cos im scared
sian...

these few days i've been watching scrapped princess n puchi puri yushi
ok lah...
at least these animes kept me awake n im quite interested in them
got a little bored with shugo chara le....
kuroshitsuji...i giv up on tat le...
not my kind of anime...
went 2 watch mushi-shi e anime
BOR-ING -.-
it was jus soooooooooooo boring!
wana try watching monochrome factor e anime :D
heard tat in e first episode, Akira n Shirogane kissed! >.<
if it's true then it's awesome! :D
anyways, im goin 2 find monochrome facter e anime 2 watch le... XD
byes :D

Now presenting Tyki Mikk :D

my very favourite D-grayman character XD

though i oso like lavi :D

but tyki still e best D-grayman character ever!!! XD

he's cute in both his human form n noah form :D

best noah in e noah family :D

Tyki has two "sides" to his life, one in which he is a care-free, Portuguese vagabond and the other where he is a Noah and seemingly well-known in society.

Tyki has the ability to "choose" what he wants to touch, allowing him to walk on water or air and harmlessly passing through anything, with the exception of Innocence. He can also "reject" the atmosphere, creating a vacuum. Tease, man-eating golems in the shape of a butterfly given as a gift from the Earl, obeys him.

btw, i got e info n pics from e internet (they r not mine)

;)

hey ppl :D
not goin 4 tkd 2day :P
slacking at home :D
sunday is my tkd grading le...
scared i cant pass it =.=
if i pass it, i'll be a yellow belt le :D

on tues tkd training
we did a lot of kicks
360 kick, backthrust, slamming (axe) kick, high turning kick

i cant do e 360 n backthrust well loz... =.=

i tinking of learning skateboarding XD
im sure tat it would be fun :D
but i've got one problem... =.=

I DUN HAVE A SKATEBOARD!!!!!! O.o

anyways, my mum says tat she maybe buying one 4 me XD
MAYBE...
but still got hope ya :D
one skateboard e cheapest cost $100 =.=
will be damn ex sia...

anyways :D
wish me luck 4 my tkd grading! :D

2day went 2 do volunteer work at pets villa
as usual
however, atticus came along too
with his parents n his 2 boxes, sza sza n angel :)

he oso helped out with e work at pets villa
although there isnt much 2 do
as another volunteer worker had done all e work le...
so most of e time, we played with e dogs -.-

pets villa is very far in
at pasir ris farmway 2 i tink... =.=
or maybe it's farmway 1 =.=
watever -.-
anyway, it's very far from e bus stop

n my legs r aching alrdy =.=
*sob* giv me a break =.=

met melek there :)
joy n stephanie came too
2 interview e person in-charge there
about e dog charity walk project ting

met 2 dogs there
one came from pulau ubin
his leg got caught in a pig-trap
n has 2 be amputated
so he has only 3 legs
his coat colour is sadle-brown n black
n he's very handsome >.<
fell in love with him at first sight :D
i loved his eyes :)
soft brown eyes
n he's a shy guy :D

e other one is in a much worse condition
paralysed neck-down
got knocked down by a car at east coast there
wounds looked pretty painful n bad
but im sure he/she is healing fast :)
dunnoe if it's a girl or guy :)
cos nvr get 2 go near him/her :D

there, we did de-ticking on some dogs
Chocolate, Toffee n Joey :)
found out tat Joey is a mini-maltese
a little surprised cos i tot tat he is a chihuahua
Joey looks much better nowadays :D
cos melek has been taking good care of him :)

there's lots of ticks on Chocolate n Toffee >.<
some r so fat tat i dun even there 2 pluck it out :(
ew...gross...
atticus said he wanted 2 PLAY with e TICKS
there's dogs there 2 play with man...
y choose e TICKS?!
he squished one with a spoon...
all e blood ooze out =.=
*sick*
he cut one up with a scissors
blood did not ooze out
instead, e tick jus split into half =.=
at least he seemed 2 be enjoying himself,
playing with e TICKS
*sick*

went home feeling icky n tired
bathe straight away
then eat dinner
fell alseep 4 awhile
then...blah blah blah
im bored le...

n i got a surprise
Angel called me!!!! XD
so long le sia!!!!
she told me say tat her exams coming soon :)
n ask me 2 go ecp with her after her exams :D
sooo looking forward 2 go out with her! XD
jus hope tat she wun let me wait for 3 hours
then dun show up =.=
like wat happened last time =.=

ok nothing 2 say le... -.-
the end....

ok all these r pics of ruki from e Gazette :D

like him >.<

plus he has a nice voice :D

n im including a pic of cloud too >.<

(got all these from e internet) :D

Ok :)
finally got tat huge space outta my way :)
lol

dun realy wana talk about 2day =.=
sorry guys,
i'll be lying if i said tat i had a fun time with u all at ecp 2day :(

true i did enjoy myself at some time
but most of e time, i was jus spacing out =.=
n i nvr realy get 2... =.=
i cant say -.-
but im disappointed...really :(

i spent most of e time wondering if whether
i shld invite haimei, wei yuan, david n nick 2 go ecp with me -.-
one third of e time wishing tat they were e ones goin ecp with me
sorry guys :(

i did try playing e swave board
my cycling improved
n i've got two blue-blacks on my right leg

2day, i realy missed haimei n e three 'gays'
oh! sorry :D
"guys" :P

ytd was very very very fun at tkd training :D
haimei saw a dead cockroach at e sports hall
while we were laying out e mats :D

she pointed it out 2 me
n i had a huge, mischevious idea :D
haimei is scared of cockroaches :D

so i picked up e cockroach
(it's a nymph, by e way)
by its feelers n walked towards haimei :P
grinning :D

of cos, haimei dropped e mats tat she was carrying
n ran away :D
asking me 2 not 2 go near her :D

then kiam lam walked past
he saw e cockroach in my hand
n he ran away too :P

then i wanted 2 scare e rest of e tkd ppl :)
but as i walked towards them
e feelers broke of n e cockroach dropped onto e floor
quite a few times :D
n each time it dropped onto e floor
haimei would tell me :D

then i gave up :)
n went 2 haimei again
instead :P
she ran away again :D
i decided not 2 scare her anymore
:D
so i threw e cockroach away
in her direction :P

after awhile
we went back to laying e mats :)
while haimei was laying e mats
i sneak up behind her :D
n she screamed n ran away when she saw me :D

first time i heard her scream :D

she tot tat i was holding a cockroach in my hand
or hiding it in my pocket :D

i had fun :P

i skipped e rest of e tkd training
as i wana slack :P
but i did practice my pattern :)

nick cant train cos her sprain his ankle
wei yuan n some other guys got leg cramps =.=
abigail hurt her knee (i tink)

haimei got it worse
she sparred with a black belt guy
n got blue-black on both her legs :(
ouch...mus hav hurt a lot
she cant walk fast

i went 2 get ice 4 her 2 make an ice-pack
4 her legs
n oso helped her refilled her bottle :)
haimei, u owe me $20 :P
*joking*

then missed e bus 69
we were alrdy at e bus stop loz...
e bus did stopped
xiao hei, wei yuan n nick got on e bus
i was with hai mei as she cant walk fast
kian lam n abigail was behind us

i saw xiao hei asking e bus driver 2 wait 4 us
but e bus driver ignored him
n drove off =.=
heartless creep >:(

so haimei, kian lam, abigail n me
had 2 wait 4 e next 69 2 arrive

went home feeling tired, legs aching
my right leg like got some problem
when i put my full weight on my right leg
it will start 2 shake
eunice told me tat it's bcos i over exert my leg
n i cant kick properly with my right leg :(
but im glad 2 say tat my 360 kicks had improved a little :D

i do not feel very motivated in doin e project 4 e dog charity walk
atticus sent everyone n email
with some designs he had came up 4 e posters we were suppose 2 make
everyone except me >:(
told him alrdy
he still din sent e email 2 me >:(
oh man....
very sian....
i realy dunnoe if im part of tat team anot
realy realy realy dun feel motivated le :'(

Remember i asked if dante vs cloud, who will win? :)
leeyi said tat dante will win e fight
cos dante is a badass
while cloud is a good-for-nothing

haimei n i agreed tat cloud looks like a golden retriever puppy :D
he does look like one! >.<

help me rate these guys :D

Cloud:

Sephiroth:

Nero:

Dante:

Anyways :D

all these guys r very good looking :)

n i like them all :)

n they all have very awesome characters!!!! XD

i jus found out that jasmine you of versailles

passed away on e 9th of august 2009

im not realy a fan of versailles,

but i do like their songs

n it's jus so sudden tat

jasmine had passed away

the members n staff of versailles

r shocked n stunned when they learned

tat he had passed away

He'll be missed by e many fans of versailles

im sure of tat

versailles is a visual kei band

the band members r:

kamijo--vocals

hizaki--guitar

teru--guitarjasmine you--bass guitar (deceased)

yuki--drums

the band concept of versailles is

"the absolute youshikibi (beauty of form) sound and aestheticism"

yesterday i had tkd training

b4 tat, i went out to lunch with wei yuan, nick, david, abigail n clarissa

we went to tampines mall to eat

dunnoe tampines 1 or e other malls

then after tat, we went 2 e arcade 2 play

e boys, except david, played tekken 6 at e arcade -.-

tekken 6 coming 2 psp only in nov =.=

2 months later.... =.=

so long.... -.-

after tat, we went back sch

i was wondering if hai mei was goin 4 tkd anot

so at bout 6 plus, i called her handphone

she rejected my call!!!!

i realy tot tat she angry with me... =.=

was scared tat she angry with me =.=

4 dunnoe wat reason

then when she came,

i ask her y reject my call

then she laughed!

wah liao...still can laugh... =.=

ppl alrdy worried leh...

anyways, she laughed like mad :D

say tat i very funny...

cos she alrdy reject my call

yet i still keep calling :)

i found out tat nick got e computer version of devil may cry 4!

i wan! >.<

i sooooo wan 2 play devil may cry :D

he say he gonna bring his laptop on thursday

then pass me e game :D

yay!

hope he doesnt 4get though :)

i will be damn disappointed if he 4gets...

tkd training, i sparred with 4 ppl! :D

2day nothing happened -.-

jus slept e whole day -.-

friday goin 2 ecp with alicia, eunice n atticus

contacted some of my classmates

all except few replied -.-

sian...i hate it when ppl dun reply my sms >:(