baka

he didnt survive... :(
after i shut down my laptop on monday,
atticus told me tat he jus buried him
i was sad
realy...sad...
i noe tat atticus would be sad too
then i was worried
dunnoe why, jus worried bout him

i msg him
i didnt wan 2 disturb him
yet i was worried at the same time
so i sent him msgs

then went for tkd on tuesday
was still waiting 4 him 2 reply
he replied at bout 5 plus
when i was with hai mei waiting 4 tkd to start
jus one word "reply:)" -.-
like tat
but i was still relieved

then training was quite tough
my first sparring match :)
for me, i tink i did not good enough
but i manage to kick my opponent's chest though :)

fell during training -.-
lol lol lol lol lol lol
fell on my butt then bcos of impact, i slide backwards -.-
everyone laughed =.=
sian...
no one try to help me up -.-
haiz...

friday my coach giving us treat
dunnoe if i shld go
cos many ppl goin
wei yuan ask me to go
hai mei say she goin
i dun feel like goin
cos fear tat i'll be left out =.=
aways end up like tat
cos in big group =.=
so i dunnoe if i shld go

then, atticus msg me say tat he was cycling
when i jus ended tkd training
when at tiong, he msg me say tat he's at ecp 0.o
late le...tat time was 11.56pm 0.o

i tot tat he was training -.-
then he tell me say tat it was for fun
cycle to ecp, then cycle home 0.o
a bit too extreme le...
then he reached home at 2 plus am -.-
i was waiting 4 his reply cos i told him to msg me when he reached home
by tat time, i was half asleep le...
he told me tat he cycle 80 km 0.o
crazy guy -.-

2day, which is wednesday, i went out with leeyi, song wen, chee sian and later meet elena
watch movie where got ghost? -.-
got frightened to death, -.-
sian...
swear tat i wun watch horror movie le...
unless with... :D shhhhh....

then went to funan mall to fix song wen's laptop
after tat eat ice cream at benten cafe :D
nice ice cream!
eat till very full...
like the ice cream there :)

had fun :)
lots of fun though i would have prefer another movie :)
anyways I HAD FUN!!!!
so thanks guys!!! :D

yup :)
no still the same...
playing facebook games, -.-
with my handphone beside me
waiting for his reply... always... =.=

i've got a funny feeling tat when this dream is over,
i'll be badly hurt,
n he will be able to walk away
with no injuries....

i'm tired...both mentally n physically
wana giv up but cant
like him so much tat's why i jus cant let it go
i would jus have to let this dream end
slowly...
n when it ends,
i'm gonna be injured real bad... =.=