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im having some issues...
ok it had been a very hectic week
everything was last minute
n im deadbeat
i have 2 say something though

i find tat i cant realy connect with my classmates
ok with e exception of some friens in class :)
alien... :)
but some...
while, they r nice ppl
i noe tat
but 4 some reason
there is like a barrier but them n me
we jus cant click
n im not e person they will find if
they wan 2 go out or jus hav fun

i did some comparing
i cant help but 2 do tat...
i like tkd ppl wayyyyyyy better
compared 2 my classmates
cos 1 thing is im able 2 be myself
n hav fun at e same time with e tkd ppl
we laughed, we joked lots of time
we play, we scruffled
it's damn fun :D

but with my classmates...
most of my smiles
r jus 4 show
n im tired alrdy
cos im not laughing cos it's funny
but cos they tink is funny so i jus laugh along

when i tell my jokes 2 my classmates
they dun find it funny
n they laugh at things
which i dun find it funny at all

when i tell jokes 2 tkd ppl
they laugh :D
i realy enjoyed being with tkd ppl

i noe it's not fair 2 compare
but i cant keep on bottling up my feelings
i jus cant click with e ppl from my class
n more than once,
i dun feel tat i belonged there.

my class is seperated into 3 distinct groups
1) smart ppl
2) cool ppl
3) fashionable ppl

i like goin with e cool ppl :)
though i dun realy fancy some of them -.-
most of e time,
i go with e fashionable ppl -.-
cos atticus follows them most of e time
n i follow him
e ppl in e fashionable group
r not realy close 2 me
so i didnt realy enjoy goin with them

yes i like my class as a whole
but i cant click well with them
n being with them makes me feel
awkward sometimes, n sometimes mayb a little left out
i noe tat i dun talk much
but in tkd
i enjoy being with tkd ppl

it's e same as i enjoy goin out with leeyi n wenn
i dun tink about stuff tat will make me stressed
when im out with them

but when with e class
i jus get emo very easily
i dunnoe y....

tmr i'll b goin 2 e Zoo! :D
will b taking lot's of pics again i tink :D
then sunday will b goin pets villa :)

recently, im crazy bout ruki
from e Gazette XD
he's soooo cute n handsome :D
totally fell in love with him le! :D

lookig forward to tkd training :D