i have been watching japanese drama n anime
lately

nowadays, im not keen about goin onto e internet
cos im alwys reading about things tat i dun even noe

friens
those tat i tot r my friens
keeping things from me
not getting me invovled
n recently
something happened on fb
tat "left a bad taste in my mouth"

get wat i mean?

my friens r not realy friens anymore
u see
my concept of friens
is very simple n easy 2 understand

loyalty, honesty

saw all this
by watching anime
nvr experienced this in reality

im e type of person tat dun remember
e "happy times" which i've experienced
but i cant recall e times tat i felt sad very
very very easily

wat is ur definition of friens?

i noe each n everyone of us hav our own
bounderies
but if, other ppl noes about ur secret
y cant i, when im ur 'frien'?

i hav friens whom i treasured
since secondary sch
especially one
i dun think my frien kept anything from me

even like her fears
or her experience

being my frien
is very easy
i dun need u 2 die 4 me
or save me from a huge disaster

loyalty n honesty is enough

tat's mayb y
i rather hav a dog as a frien

being on e internet
shows me lots of things

some say tat im always moody
always in a bad mood
(if u noe me well, im not in a bad mood at all)

some say tat im anti-social
not friendly
(yes i am. but still, i think of u as my friens)

i tot that they were my friens
i realy realy think tat way
but wat i've seen on e internet
this label 'friens' which i hav given them
begins 2 peel off

then i start 2 think
how foolish i was
2 rely on them
think tat they were my friens

u see,
im a sensitive person
bcos of this
it's easy 2 make me hate u or feel upset
however,
it's easy 2 make me feel happy

things happen
in a domino-effect
there's no stopping
one thing leads 2 another
n at e end,
all i see
is tat my so-called friens
r jus strangers 2 me

i dunnoe them, dun understand them at all
they, dun understand me too
being left out, not being involved
im used 2 it
im not goin 2 care anymore
i giv up trying 2 be involved

friens, wat exactly is e meaning of friens?

DUN EVER COME N MAKE ME HATE U
IM GIVING A REAL WARNING HERE

ppl say 'forgive n forget'

THIS DUN APPLY TO ME
I DUN FORGET N I
CERTAINLY WUN FORGIVE

hi
it's me again...
bet u mus be bored of me
as all i do is COMPLAIN
ok
yup
im like holding at least one grudge against everyone

got lots of projects
dun like tons of ppl
they cant be mature can they?
ok
maybe im not tat mature too
but still...
im able to draw the line
y cant they?
sian....
joke is joke lah...
but pls oso at the same time understand the feelings of others

how will u feel if others shout back at u?
oh, gosh... i hope ppl who r involved r not reading this
4 me
i'll shout back
if can, violence =.=
nowadays always got the feeling of wanting 2 beat someone up
anyone oso can.
best is those i hate 2 e core one...

got tons of ppl i hate in sch
let me count...1,2,3
3... i tink
two bitches n 1 bastard
n i noe them
see them every monday-friday
sian...
dun ask me 4 names
cos i aint giving any 2 anyone

hey, leeyi n wenn can ask :D
those from tp =.=
NO!!!!

i did someting stupid
i stood at a corner
in tp
n see if any of my friens noe tat im
there anot
turns out?
none of them knew
tat im there
n they jus need 2 turn their heads
then they can see me

i have not much of a presence...
i knew tat all along
hey i know tat i DUN get along well with ppl
most of them jus ended up hating me even
but pls =.=
this is my stinking character
i noe it sucks like big time
but believe
back in secondary sch
im much worse -.-

i dun understand y ppl dun like me so much =.=
leeyi n wenn like me wad...
can get along with them...
plus elena potato.....
oh ya, where did she go btw?
disappear le... =.= only shows up to eat...
glutton!

im like moody all the time
daydream like alot
weird in may ways (even my parents say tat)
get irritated if no one listen 2 me
get angry easily (when i say easily, i mean very easily)
talk crap
insult ppl (without realisng tat im insulting e person)
hahahahaha
n damn emo after tat incident :(
haimei say i get emo very easliy nowadays =.=
have very low confidence
i realy need someone who able 2 understand me :D
cheer me up, make me laugh effortlessly
n solve my problems :)
he/she would be my absolute friend! :)
like leeyi n wenn :D
jus one in my class would me nice
cos most of them r spoilt brats =.=
cant connect with them at all sia...

watching Gokusen :)
love e show
not bcos of e storyline
but bcos of e friendship shown in e show :D
Odagiri Ryu!!!!!!!!! Yabuki Hayato!!!!!!!!!!!
:D yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey, leeyi n wenn go out during term breaks kays? :D
my orders :D
alicia, eunice and atticus let's go watch some lame movie n laugh our guts out :)

quote for the day: all guys are born jerks, all girls r born bitches (it's a joke only)
by baka :D
thanks :)