baka

i have been watching japanese drama n anime
lately

nowadays, im not keen about goin onto e internet
cos im alwys reading about things tat i dun even noe

friens
those tat i tot r my friens
keeping things from me
not getting me invovled
n recently
something happened on fb
tat "left a bad taste in my mouth"

get wat i mean?

my friens r not realy friens anymore
u see
my concept of friens
is very simple n easy 2 understand

loyalty, honesty

saw all this
by watching anime
nvr experienced this in reality

im e type of person tat dun remember
e "happy times" which i've experienced
but i cant recall e times tat i felt sad very
very very easily

wat is ur definition of friens?

i noe each n everyone of us hav our own
bounderies
but if, other ppl noes about ur secret
y cant i, when im ur 'frien'?

i hav friens whom i treasured
since secondary sch
especially one
i dun think my frien kept anything from me

even like her fears
or her experience

being my frien
is very easy
i dun need u 2 die 4 me
or save me from a huge disaster

loyalty n honesty is enough

tat's mayb y
i rather hav a dog as a frien

being on e internet
shows me lots of things

some say tat im always moody
always in a bad mood
(if u noe me well, im not in a bad mood at all)

some say tat im anti-social
not friendly
(yes i am. but still, i think of u as my friens)

i tot that they were my friens
i realy realy think tat way
but wat i've seen on e internet
this label 'friens' which i hav given them
begins 2 peel off

then i start 2 think
how foolish i was
2 rely on them
think tat they were my friens

u see,
im a sensitive person
bcos of this
it's easy 2 make me hate u or feel upset
however,
it's easy 2 make me feel happy

things happen
in a domino-effect
there's no stopping
one thing leads 2 another
n at e end,
all i see
is tat my so-called friens
r jus strangers 2 me

i dunnoe them, dun understand them at all
they, dun understand me too
being left out, not being involved
im used 2 it
im not goin 2 care anymore
i giv up trying 2 be involved

friens, wat exactly is e meaning of friens?

DUN EVER COME N MAKE ME HATE U
IM GIVING A REAL WARNING HERE

ppl say 'forgive n forget'

THIS DUN APPLY TO ME
I DUN FORGET N I
CERTAINLY WUN FORGIVE