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2010-03-23T12:01:00.000+08:00

hey guys
guess not many of u r reading my blog now
huh?

cos i went MIA for a couple of days
....
ok not a couple of days
a couple of weeks

anyways
i realy wanted to write bout all e greek things n stuff
but as usual
i 4got
about them

all begins
when my sis
ask me to download
Maplestory

sooooo
jus to make her happy,
i did it
n ended up playing
Maplestory
each time i on my laptop

even stop watching animes
n goin facebook

jus end up using the Net to
search on Maple info
Crazy huh?

2010-03-05T08:32:00.002+08:00

Greek Mythology 2 (TITANS)

now in this post
im going to talk about the 18 Titans

the Titans were known as the elder Gods. they ruled e earth before the Olympians overthrew them.

the 18 Titans are: Gaea, Uranus, Cronos, Rhea, Oceanus, Tethys, Hyperion, Mnemosyne, Themis, Iapetus, Coeus, Crius, Phoebe, Thea, Prometheus, Epimetheus, Atlas, Metis

Gaea
Gaea is the Earth goddess. She mated with her son Uranus to produce the remaining Titans. Gaea seems to have started as a neolithic earth-mother worshipped before the Indo-European invasion that eventually lead to the Hellinistic civilization.

Uranus
Uranus is the sky god and first ruler. He is the son of Gaea, who created him without help. He then became the husband of Gaea and together they had many offspring, including twelve of the Titans. His rule ended when when Cronus, encouraged by Gaea, castrated him. He either died from the wound or withdrew from earth.

Cronos
Roman name is Saturn
he was the ruling Titan who came to power by castrating his Father Uranus. His wife was Rhea. There offspring (Zeus, Poseidon, Hades) were the first of the Olympians. To ensure his safety Cronus ate each of the children as they were born. This worked until Rhea, unhappy at the loss of her children, tricked Cronus into swallowing a rock, instead of Zeus. When he grew up Zeus would revolt against Cronus and the other Titans, defeat them, and banish them to Tartarus in the underworld. Cronus managed to escape to Italy, where he ruled as Saturn. The period of his rule was said to be a golden age on earth, honored by the Saturnalia feast.

Rhea
the wife of Kronos (Cronos) and mother to the Olympians.
(Rheia, Rhea)
Cronus made it a practice to swallow their children. To avoid this, Rhea tricked Cronus into swallowing a rock, saving her son Zeus.

Oceanus
Oceanus is the unending stream of water encircling the world. Together with his wife Tethys produced the rivers and the three thousands ocean nymphs

Tethys
Tethys is the wife of Oceanus

Hyperion
Hyperion is the Titan of light, the father of the sun, the moon, and the dawn.

Mnemosyne
Titan of memory and the mother of Muses

Themis
Titan of justice and order. She was the mother of the Fates and the Seasons.

Iapetus
Iapetus was the father of Prometheus, Epimetheus, and Atlas.

Coeus
Titan of Intelligence. Father of Leto.

Crius
A Titan, married Eurbia. Had 3 children: Astraios, Perses, Pallas.

Phoebe
Titan of the Moon. Mother of Leto

Thea
The wife of her brother Hyperion, Theia gave birth to Helios (sun), Eos (dawn), and Selene (moon). She is the goddess from whom light emanates and considered especially beautiful.

Prometheus
he was the wisest Titan. His name means "forethought" and he was able to foretell the future. He was the son of Iapetus. When Zeus revolted against Cronus Prometheus deserted the other Titans and fought on Zeus side. By some accounts he and his brother Epimetheus were delagated by Zeus to create man. In all accounts, Prometheus is known as the protector and benifactor of man. He gave mankind a number of gifts including fire. He also tricked Zeus into allowing man to keep the best part of the animals scarificed to the gods and to give the gods the worst parts. For this Zeus punished Prometheus by having him chained to a rock with an eagle tearing at his liver. He was to be left there for all eternity or until he agreed to disclose to Zeus which of Zeus children would try to replace him. He was eventually rescued by Hercules without giving in to Zeus.

Epimetheus
Epimetheus was a stupid Titan, whose name means "afterthought". He was the son of Iapetus. In some accounts he is delegated, along with his brother Prometheus by Zeus to create mankind. He also accepted the gift of Pandora from Zeus, which lead to the introduction of evil into the world.

Atlas
Atlas was the son of Iapetus. Unlike his brothers Prometheus and Epimetheus, Atlas fought with the other Titans supporting Cronus against Zeus. Due to Cronus's advance age Atlas lead the Titan's in battle. As a result he was singled out by Zeus for a special punishment and made to hold up the world on his back.

Metis
Titaness of the forth day and the planet Mercury. She presided over all wisdom and knowledge. She was seduced by Zeus and became pregnant with Athena. Zeus became concerned over prophecies that her second child would replace Zeus. To avoid this Zeus ate her. It is said that she is the source for Zeus wisdom and that she still advises Zeus from his belly. It may seem odd for Metis to have been pregnant with Athena but, never mentioned as her mother. This is because the classic greeks believed that children were generated soley from the fathers sperm. The women was thought to be nothing more then a vessal for the fetus to grow in. Since Metis was killed well before Athena's birth her role doesn't count.

the Titans were the Elder Gods, who were overthrown by the Olympians. when the Zeus tried to de-throne Cronos, many Titans (except Prometheus and Epimetheus) fought along side Cronos against Zeus. after winning over the throne of his father, Zeus banished the Titans to Tartarus as their punishment. before the Olympians' rule, the Titans were associated with the various planets.

2010-03-03T21:05:00.005+08:00

Greek Mythology

i recently watched the movie
Percy Jackson and the lightning thief

n it got me interested in Greek mythology
even though i was alrdy curious about it
in the first place

however Greek mythology
is quite complicated
n their stories r quite lengthy
n will be quite a bore if u r not familiar
with e characters

im going to talk about e characters
information which i provide
is what i had read from the internet
at the website: www.greekmythology.com

feel free to go visit it
if u wana read p more on greek mythology

ok i shall go by this order:
1) Olympian Gods
2) Titans
3) other Gods
4) Creatures
5) Places
6) Heroes

in this post,
i shall start with the Olympian Gods
n shall continue with the rest later
(if i remember)

the 12 Olympian gods are: Zeus, Poseidon, Hades, Hestia, Hera, Aris, Athena, Apollo, Aphrodite, Hermes, Artemis, Hephaestus

let's start with Zeus

Zeus is an immortal
his Roman name is Jupiter
Son of Kronos (Cronos) and Rheia (Rhea)
he is the Lord Of the Sky, Ruler of the Olympian Gods
Zeus overthew his Father Cronos. He then drew lots with his brothers Poseidon and Hades. Zeus won the draw and became the supreme ruler of the gods. His weapon is a thunderbolt which he hurls at those who displease him. He is married to Hera but, is famous for his many affairs. He is also known to punish those that lie or break oaths. He was the rain god, and the cloud gatherer, who wielded the terrible thunderbolt. His breastplate was the aegis, his bird the eagle, his tree the oak. He is represented as the god of justice and mercy, the protector of the weak, and the punisher of the wicked.

Poseidon
Roman name is Neptune
Son of Cronos and Rhea
Brother of Zeus
God of the sea, protector of all water
He was widely worshiped by seamen. He married Amphitrite, a granddaughter of the Titan Oceanus. His weapon is a trident, which can shake the earth, and shatter any object. He is second only to Zeus in power amongst the gods. He has a difficult quarrelsome personality. He was greedy. He had a series of disputes with other gods when he tried to take over their cities.

Hades
Roman name is Pluto
Son of Cronos and Rhea
Brother of both Poseidon and Zeus
lord of the underworld
He is a greedy god who is greatly concerned with increasing his subjects. Those whose calling increase the number of dead are seen favorably. He is also the god of wealth, due to the precious metals mined from the earth. He has a helmet that makes him invisable. He rarely leaves the underworld. He is unpitying and terrible, but not capricious. His wife is Persephone whom Hades abducted. He is the King of the dead but, death itself is another god, Thanatos.

Hestia
Roman name Vesta
Sister of Zeus
virgin goddess of the Hearth and humble domestic joy.
She does not have a distinct personality. She plays no part in myths. She is the Goddess of the Hearth, the symbol of the house around which a new born child is carried before it is received into the family. Each city had a public hearth sacred to Hestia, where the fire was never allowed to go out. Of all the Olympians, she is the mildest, most upright and most charitable.

Hera
Roman name is Juno
the daughter of Kronos (Cronos) and Rheia (Rhea); the wife and sister to Zeus; the most beautiful of the Immortals. She is the supreme goddess, goddess of marriage and childbirth and takes special care of married women. Her sacred animals are the cow and the peacock. Her favorite city is Argos.

Aris
Roman name is Mars
the god of War; the son of Zeus and Hera
He was disliked by both parents. He is the god of war. He is considered murderous and bloodstained but, also a coward. His bird is the vulture. His animal is the dog.

Athena
Roman name is Minerva
the goddess of Wisdom; the daughter of Zeus and Metis; the virgin goddess of intellect and invention. She sprang full grown in armour from his forehead, thus has no mother. She is fierce and brave in battle but, only wars to defined the state and home from outside enemies. She is the goddess of the city, handicrafts, and agriculture. She invented the bridle, which permitted man to tame horses, the trumpet, the flute, the pot, the rake, the plow, the yoke, the ship, and the chariot. She is the embodiment of wisdom, reason, and purity. She was Zeus's favorite child and was allowed to use his weapons including his thunderbolt. Her favorite city is Athens. Her tree is the olive. The owl is her bird. She is a virgin goddess.

Apollo
Roman name is Apollo
the son of Zeus and Leto; the brother of Artemis. He is the god of music, playing a golden lyre. The Archer, far shooting with a silver bow. The god of healing who taught man medicine. The god of light. The god of truth, who can not speak a lie. One of Apollo's more importaint daily tasks is to harness his chariot with four horses an drive the Sun across the sky. He is famous for his oracle at Delphi. People travled to it from all over the greek world to devine the future. His tree was the laurel. The crow his bird. The dolphin his animal.

Aphrodite
Roman name is Venus
the golden goddess of Love; born of the blood of Ouranos (the Heavens) and the foam of the sea. In addition to her natural gifts she has a magical girdle that compels anyone she wishes to desire her. She is the wife of Hephaestus. The myrtle is her tree. The dove, the swann, and the sparrow her birds. Her favorite lover is the god of war, Ares. She represented sex, affection, and the attraction that binds people together.

Hermes
Roman name is Mercury
the wing shod messenger of the Olympians; the son of Zeus and Maia. He is the fastest of the gods. He wears winged sandals, a winged hat, and carries a magic wand. He is the god of thieves and god of commerce. He is the guide for the dead to go to the underworld. He invented the lyre, the pipes, the musical scale, astronomy , weights and measures, boxing, gymnastics, and the care of olive trees.

Artemis
Roman name is Diana
She was goddess of chastity, virginity, the hunt, the moon, and the natural environment. Artemis is the daughter of Zeus and Leto. Her twin brother is Apollo. She is the lady of the wild things. She is the huntsman of the gods. She is the protector of the young. Like Apollo she hunts with silver arrows. She became associated with the moon. She is a virgin goddess, and the goddess of chastity. She also presides over childbirth, which may seem odd for a virgin, but goes back to causing Leto no pain when she was born. She became associated with Hecate. The cypress is her tree. All wild animals are scared to her, especially the deer.

Hephaestus
Roman name is Vulcan
the god of the Smith; the son of Hera and artificer of the Olympians. Hephaestus is the son of Zeus and Hera. He is the only god to be physically ugly. He is also lame. He is the god of fire and the forge. He is the smith and armorer of the gods. He uses a volcano as his forge. He is the patron god of both smiths and weavers. He is kind and peace loving. His wife is Aphrodite. Sometimes his wife is identified as Aglaia.

so these are the 12 Olympian Gods
hope u had a great time reading about these!!!
Greek mythology is really interesting indeed!

2010-03-02T08:25:00.003+08:00

Explanations for my previous post

ok guys
this post here is to explain certain issues concerning my previous post

those who r not involved or r not interested
feel free exit my blog

one of my readers
it seems
have brought up some questions
concerning my previous post

firstly
my reader said tat my post
have lots of grammar mistake

i apologize to all my readers for my bad grammar
my english isnt up to standard nowadays
as i dont really bother to take not of my grammar
while blogging

so those who r "teachers wannabe" pls exit my blog after reading this post
n dun come back again if u r here to spot grammar mistakes

secondly
i apologize if my previous post
had given u the impression tat i think tat
all of u, my readers
r non-animal lovers or tiger-haters

i was jus expressing my anger
targeting at those who
take Earth n her animals
for granted

i DO NOT think tat
all my readers r not animal lovers
however
u have to bare in mind tat
not all of u r animal lovers
not everyone who read my blog
loves animals

so i was jus
like I've said earlier
expressing myself
on my previous post
i was angry n upset
for i really do love the tigers

i may not have done anything
about the declining tiger numbers
but im aware of it
n im trying my best
to do what ever i can to help them

as a student
there is really nothing much i can do about it
im not some official
neither am i in the government
im not rich
my parents r not some famous people
who can help me "pull strings" n save the tigers
to tell u readers the truth,
i did not even go overseas once
not even once

so i noe tat
i am in no position to scold anyone
that they do not help
but im not demanding that u mus help them
im jus creating awareness

tat's the most i can do as a student

i jus wan everyone to noe
what's happening

true enough
i did not do anything for the tigers
but i want everyone to be aware about this
about the tigers being in danger

i am alrdy upset
upset tat i cant do anything at all
so it hurts
u noe
to jus say it in my face
when im alrdy feeling damn terrible about it

lastly, to those who have lost their loves ones to aggressive wild tigers
i apologize on the behalf of the tigers
n beg u
not to hate them
pls pls pls do not hate them

wild tigers seldom attack humans
all tigers will prefer not to attack humans

research has shown
wild tigers attack humans
only when
they r seriously injured, sick or old

several wild tiger attacks
involve wild tigers
who r wounded
e.g a missing canine, serious wounds
or wild tigers who r old

humans r easy prey
so wounded n old tigers took advantage of this
weakness

in actual fact
tigers do not like eating humans
only old, wounded or tigers who r rendered incapable to catch their natural prey
will turn into man-eaters

the only place where humans form
a small part of the tigers diet
is the Sundarbans in india

tigers do not attack humans unless provoked
they do not hunt humans unless
wounded, sick or injured
incapable of hunting their natural prey

if my close friend or my love ones gets attacked by a tiger
be it wild or captive
i will grieve
i will be sad
but i will nvr hate the tigers
or hate the tiger who did it

after all, there must be a reason
why the tiger attack

there r reasons behind every animal attack
be it tiger, crocodiles or orca
it only whether
u wan to noe the reasons behind the attacks
or u wan to jus assume that e animal attack for nothing

Remember, no animal attacks for no reason.

if u have anymore questions concerning this post or the previous post,
feel free to ask
but pls have an open mind
before asking ur questions

THANK YOU

2010-02-28T16:12:00.010+08:00

Disappearing Roar

hi guys
my exams r over
but cant say tat i'll blog more

this time,
i would like to discuss with you about
Tigers

yes
for those who know me well
u should know that i love tigers
so i have been checking up on
what was happening to them recently
n i happen to chance upon this
newspaper article about them

before tat,
let me ask u guys some questions:
What r tigers to u?
r they nothing but animals?
r they jus something which r meant for us to kill?
or, u jus dont bother?

oh tigers r found all around the world!
Singapore only have 3, we dont interact much with them
we dont even have any encounters with tigers!
SO WHY BOTHER?!
oh look a good tiger is one whose fur is being made into a coat or a handbag.

Is that it?
is that what u people have been thinking?!
can all of u humans please, and i said please please
stop thinking about yourself
please wake up
open your eyes
n see what's happening to the tigers
what's happening to the other endangered species
what's happening to Earth

n then, ask yourself what have you been doing?

i chance upon this article during my exam period
(which means one week ago)
i was studying when my sis took e article n showed it to me

i read it
the first words which i saw was "call of the tiger no longer heard"
as i read on,
i my mind went blank,
i was shocked
afraid, not for me, but for the tigers
i felt really hopeless then
really really hopeless
it was a terrible feeling

this was what i read:

"the call of the tiger is no longer heard in the apparently pristine forests of Khao Yai National park"

"india has roughly one-third of the remaining wild tigers. but in recent years tigers have completely disappeared from two tiger reserves in india."

"estimates put the number of tigers in the wild across the 13 countries at 3,000-3,600. down from 5,000-7,000 in the last Year of the Tiger"

"many tigers r in small populations in remnant patches of habitat, constantly under threat and short of prey. poaches not only kill the tigers, but also their prey as well."

"small populations are genetically vulnerable."

"this Year of the Tiger, the fate of the wild tiger hangs by a thread."

people have been trying to help the wild tigers
but their numbers just kept declining
not slowly, but rapidly.

some had foresee that by the next Year of the Tiger
some subspecies of the tigers will be extinct

extinct! do u think that extinction is not a big deal?
extinction is jus losing the whole species of animals?

wake up!
extinction is a very serious business!
not jus one animal had died
but the whole species!
once the whole species becomes extinct,
they will not come back
they will not be seen ever again
they will be gone forever...

Forever. no turning back. no amount of help given is able to save them

i dont want the tigers to be extinct
but reality is staring right back at me
if we dont do anything
if the government dont do anything
if the officials dont do anything
the is a high possibility that the tiger WILL become extinct

by then
we cant do anything
anymore
we cant save them
it will be too late
by then....

i was upset, angry and very afraid
afraid that the tigers will be extinct
afraid that no one is helping them
afraid that i wont be able to see my favorite animal again.

9 subspecies of tigers 3 of which r extinct
1)Bengal tiger
2)indochinese tiger
3)malayan tiger
4)sumatran tiger
5)siberian tiger
6) south china tiger
7)bali tiger (extinct)
8)javan tiger (extinct)
9)caspian tiger (extinct)

for the remaining 6 subspecies
3,000-3,600 of them still lived in 13 different countries
in the wild
it's a very very small number for 6 species of tigers

amur (siberian) tigers r thought to have only less than 400 of them in the wild
the rest, lesser though the bengal tiger have the most number.

i am talking about wild tigers here
there r many tigers in zoos or in captivity
but the number of wild tigers r declining
rapidly

But wild tigers n captive tigers still the same wad....
some of u may think this way

they r different
wild tigers
they have a very strong spirit
they belong to no one
they r confident, proud and majestic creatures
who will obey no one
who will not be broken like horses
who will not be tamed like dogs
they belong to the wild

it's rare nowadays to see
a creature like a wild tiger
they only rely on themselves
independent
proud
beautiful
majestic
strong
confident

they r my favorite animal
n i dont want them to become extinct

ask yourself
do you know about all this?
do you know how serious this is?
do you know that this is happening to many other endangered animals out there?
do you want to help them?
do you even care?

2010-02-06T22:05:00.013+08:00

Neighborhood Strays

hey guys
sorry for not updating
been busy lately
sem exams coming up
so might not be blogging for awhile till exams r over

cats r fantastic creatures
they welcome the relationships with humans
but at the same time, they can still survive without humans
this is especially seen in neighborhood strays

i bet if i throw Cody out of the house (i wun do it btw)
he cant even survive outside for a night
cos he had been relying on my family for 3 years!!!

everyday when i walk home, i'll see cats lounging around
at the carpark or at the void deck

they seem to have a normal routine
they r at a certain place at a certain time
they seem at ease with their surroundings
n i bet that they know their way around this neighborhood
better than me

sometimes,
late at night
while studying
i could hear cats yowling
down at the void decks
n i could even here them fight
hissing n screaming

but the strays of my neighborhood r very friendly
they don't mind humans touching or petting them
once they get to know you

they r very friendly cats
n adorable too

this few days
i've been trying to get close to some of the strays in my neighborhood
some of them approached me with friendliness
while others jus bolted the moment they saw me coming

i know fully well that some of these cats r sick
n have some other problems
so every time after touching them
i did wash my hands thoroughly when i get home

these r the pics that i took of the strays at my neighborhood
i hope that you will learn to appreciate the strays at your own neighborhood as well :)this poor tom has a broken left front paw. he moves about by crawling on his belly. i really hope someone can help him. when i approached him, he crawled under this red car and i could not get him to come out. then, i did not see him anymore

found him lounging at the void deck benches at about 7pm plus. he's a friendly cat once you get to know him.

saw this guy stretching on a concrete floor. once i saw him sharpening his claws using a wheel of a motorcycle. he may look fierce but im sure he's a nice guy. did not get to know him more.

saw this pretty cat when going home with my mum n sis. jus took this pic. after that, din see him/her anymore

this pretty queen (female cat) is a very friendly girl. she instantly snuggles up to me when i approached her. she's pregnant with kittens. she has a few open wounds on her face as she may have been fighting with other cats. she tried to bite me once when i approached her, but it was jus her way of saying hi. (jus nibbled to be exact)

this tom (male cat) have been living around here for quite sometime. he looks well fed so maybe someone has been feeding him. he likes walking at the back of the blocks away from human contact but he instantly warms up to me when i approached him slowly. he's a very friendly cat
same cat as before. loves walking at the back of the blocks

first found this tom sleeping at the roof of a car. then days later, he was sleeping on a grass patch. he seemed to be sleeping every time i see him.

2010-01-17T20:11:00.002+08:00

From My Point Of VIEW

life is tragic
everyone is actually alone in this world

there r many kinds of ppl out there

but all of them r alone

there r such things as friends
but they dun last very long

except for those ppl who realy understand each other well

humans r humans
they crave for companionship every time

they must have someone with them
even if it's their enemy

leaving someone alone in a empty room for years
tat person will go mad
makes me curious wat made humans this way

having enemies
is fun
makes ur life more interesting

u'll feel anger, sadness and fustration
it beats feeling nothing anyways

nowadays, my life hav been boring
every since i left secondary sch
i hav no more enemies to fight with

no one to pick on me
giving me a reason to fight back

i find studying is much more interesting nowadays

i dun wana look like those ppl on the train
they look...dead
lifeless even though they r supposed to be alive

yes
they r breathing n moving
able to reproduce
but....
so lifeless
kinda like bacterial
jus doin wat they r supposed to do
having no fun at all

expressionless

been through ups and downs
conflicts
got hurt by friendship
nvr learn my lesson

seeing ppl sticking to ppl
seeing ppl following ppl
seeing snatching of friends
seeing breaking friendship
seeing crumbling future

TO THE HECK WITH ALL!

i had enough of this
trying to get to all my friends then leaving me out
get a friend elsewhere pls
dun keep sticking to MY friends

I DUN GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE
im through with humans (hopefully)
as most of them r hopeless...

LIFE SUCKS
AS THERE R MANY SUCKY PPL AROUND

2010-01-12T21:46:00.003+08:00

MY DOG , MY BROTHER

animal anatomy and physiology lab
was starting soon
i waited outside e lab with my classmates

the door of the lab opened
the smell of formalin came rushing out

it's a very strong smell.
a smell which i would never forget

as i entered the lab
i saw a dog
lying on a cold hard metal table

it was all stiffed and still

dead...

was all i could think about in that instant

as i walked closer
the smell of formalin got stronger

we have to learn the muscles of a dog
using the dead dog as a model

i started naming the muscles
from the butt onwards
proceeding to the head

my classmates were complaining
about the strong smell of formalin

i was near the butt of the dog
bent on memorizing the names of the muscles

as i went on to the neck muscles
i saw its head

the body stiff and lifeless
eyes half opened in slits
lifeless
nose, hard

the body lifeless
no signs of softness or warmth

images of my dog
started flashing across my mind

he's a naughty bundle of fur
aggressive...ferocious
but all bark, no bite

every time, every single time
without fail
he would be waiting for me to come home

ears pricked, nose twitching

as i shouted through the gate
of my house
noisy barking started like firecrackers
without seeming to end

as i stepped into the house
i yelled "pee!"

the barking stopped
he peeped
through his crate
ears pricked
n barked again
this time

short series of barks

his name, Cody
but my sis n i gave him many nicknames
"pee" or "pee-boy" or "peedy" (cos he pees a lot when he was a pup)
"pokey" "white shit" "sai sai"
all kinds of name that shows that we love him

as i enter the kitchen
tails wagging
he greeted me
he's eyes shining shining so brightly
like it was his happiest moment

begging for treats,
nibbling my fingers,
turning over requesting me to rub his furry belly,
ticking of his claws against the floor,
snuggling up against me giving me his warmth,
even growling snarling barking noisily,
tearing up mats,
behaving badly,

all these shows me that he's alive
that he's well

i would never want him
to be in any kind of harm

i would never want him
to leave me

no matter what

he must be there...

as i jolt back to the present
tears were forming in my eyes
my nose hurts
a lump in my throat

not because of the strong smell of formalin

i stroked the head of the lifeless dog
it was 2-3 years old

same age as Cody
i cant help comparing

'you r too young to die' i tot

as my classmates were chatting
complaining about the smell

i would not want any animal to die
i gazed into its lifeless eyes
running my hand across its
still body

'it's not fair...'
'nothing is ever fair...y?'

i could not do anything
i felt helpless

i don't want Cody to end up like this
i want him to be warm, fluffy, soft
even naughty i dun mind
for as long as forever

as long as he's alive

i helped another one of my classmate
to put the dead dog into a huge container

it's like...
a dead weight

so different
compared to when im carrying Cody
struggling in my arms,
warm, soft
n full of life

i wouldn't wish death upon any animal

i won't want to let Cody go

even when it's his time to go
even when it's natural for him to go
even when it's the right choice to let him go

u can call me selfish
stupid
or any names u want

but i will never let him go

i don't treat him like a pet
i don't treat him like a dog
i don't treat him like a toy

i treat him like my brother
someone who is part of me
without Cody
my family will never be complete

I will never be complete

my bundle of fur
my warmth
my brother
my soul

2010-01-10T17:41:00.002+08:00

Infra-sound

Theory: Tiger's growl/roar is able to paralyze its victims temporarily

victims who survived from tiger attacks claim tat they felt numb, their body paralyzed temporarily after hearing wat seemed to be a tiger's roar and then was being attacked by a tiger.

scientist found out that infra-sound is emitted by tigers via their growl/roar.

infra-sound is a sound so low tat humans r unable 2 hear. however, humans are able 2 feel e effects of infra-sound, for example, vibration can be felt if infra-sound is played. animals, on e other hand, r able 2 emit n receive/hear infra-sound.

many ppl think tat giraffes r unable e communicate with each other via sound. giraffes, in fact, r able 2 communicate with each other via sound. they use infra-sound. as humans r unable 2 detect infra-sound, they tink tat giraffe r mute. the giraffes hav deep chest with large lungs and long necks. air pushed out from their lungs, travel up their windpipe 2 their voicebox at a very fast speed. due 2 their long windpipe n deep chest, e sounds tat they emit are infra-sound.

experiments done: two experiments did on tigers to prove tat tigers r able to detect infra-sound.

experiment 1:
a young malayan tiger, about 16 months, was caught and placed in a zoo. it was sedated and then transported to a lab.
as it was a young tiger, scientists think tat its sensitivity towards infra-sound is higher compared to an adult or older tiger.
equipment use to detect brain activity was placed at the back of the young tiger's skull. if the young tiger is able to detect infra-sound, though being sedated, the equipment will be able to detect extra brain activity apart from the normal brain activity.
infra-sound was being played via a microphone placed near the tiger's ear. humans there r unable to hear anything. however, the data showed tat there are signs of brain activity, apart from the norm, happening in the brain of the young tiger when the infra-sound was being played.

experiment 2:
a tigress with her two cubs were being tested
infra-sound was being played in the direction of the tigress and her 2 cubs. the infra-sound was taken from a roar emitted by a 400 pounds angry adult male Siberian tiger.

male tigers are known for killing and attacking young tiger cubs.

if the tigress is able to detect the infra-sound, which was being played, she would show signs of distress and alarm and will be on the alert.
if not, the tigress will be relax waiting over her cubs while the cubs play around.

when the infra-sound was being played, the cubs stopped playing and were curious about the sound that was being played. the cubs were not alrmed as they were born in the zoo and were not aware tat the sound, which was being played, was emitted by a male tiger. the tigress, on te other hand, was alarm and in distress. she was pacing about the enclosure, looking out for the 'tiger' who was emitting that sound. she was on the alert and was watching out for her cubs.

these two experiments shows that tigers r able to detect infra-sound.

2010-01-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

today's tittle will be TOOTH EXTRACTION

my tooth began 2 ache on the 29th dec 2009 (i think)

i dun even drink cola n i dun like eating sweets

so how e hell did my tooth end up like this? -.-

anyways, e toothache was so painful tat i had 2 eat painkillers
i cant close my mouth properly
cant eat properly
even when eating porridge
also hurt like Hell

so e first thing on my mind
was...
Tooth Extraction

i was quite excited n
was determined
2 get my tooth extracted

i din eat much
eating was painful 4 me
n suai suai
it's New Year
so i din celebrate
at all
was like using all my
mind energy
2 endure e pain

2nd jan 2010
got my tooth extracted

b4 tat went 2 my sis
new secondary school
all this while my tooth was throbbing throbbing

cant feel e pain much
cos on painkillers

then, tat late afternoon
went 2 e dentist

i was excited at first
not feeling totally scared at all
cos i was like thinking
"great! i can finally get rid of tat damn tooth n im sure it's gonna b a Hell of an experience"

while e dentist n my mum were discussing about whether want an replacement or total extraction
i was like grinning from ear 2 ear like a total idiot
(im an idiot in e end)
n was like saying "extraction! extraction!"

e dentist told/warned us saying tat he needs 2 remove this tooth
which is a molar n it's big
so it will leave a huge hole

but i din care
as long as i can eat without pain
so i said "extraction! extraction!"

my mum was like "ok loh"
then she went out, leaving me with e dentist

i asked my usual question
"will it hurt?"
nope, tat was e answer i got
cos part of my mouth will b numbed

first, he made me lie down
then he began 2 inject e 'numbing medicine'
using something like a syringe n a needle
he gave me 4 shots

i was then made 2 wait 4 a few mins
all this while, i felt e right part of my mouth began 2 'harden'
it's like someone is covering part of ur face with hard plaster

then, e TOOTH EXTRACTION begans
he used a huge metal clipper-like thing with a handle
e moment i saw tat
i start 2 think im i n idiot or wat

he grip my tooth with tat 'thing'
n he began 2 twist n turn twist n turn
tat's when e pain hits me in e head

i was thinking "wat kind of shit hav i got myself into?"
then, i began 2 focus on my perfect-kind-of-guy image
in my head
still it was hurting

so i kind of like let loose a soft whine
n e dentist was like, "it's it painful? r u doin ok?"

i nodded my head at e painful or not question
so he gav me 2 more shots of e numbing medicine
note: (usually, ppl receive only 2 shots. shows tat i cant withstand pain well)

then more twisting n turning, twisting n turning
my head was also jerking around cos of e force
n my mind was like "dun cry dun scream dun cry dun scream, im in deep shit!"

e dentist said "a little bit more"
but 2 me was Hell long
"like Hell it was a short time when he said little bit more"

then i felt ripping
then ease.............
cant even feel a single damn thing
saw e bloody tooth on e tray
he cleaned up e wound n my mouth
then stuck a piece of gauze n ask my 2 clamp my mouth shut on it
i felt like gagging n retching
cos of e foreign material in mouth

but i din

i could still ask if i could keep my tooth
n he was like "ya sure"

my mind was in total chaos
relief, pain, shock
i could not really think straight

i stumbled out of e room
feeling like a burden had been taken of me

then, my tooth was being passed 2 me at e counter
in a tiny Ziploc bag

mum n sis were disgusted by it

it wasnt painful
till e numbness wears off
then it hurts
n i had 2 eat 2 painkillers tablets
2 ease e pain
i saw e hole
n damn
wat a huge hole it is
n WAT A WAY TO CELEBRATE E NEW YEAR...............

2009-12-20T15:36:00.002+08:00

i have been watching japanese drama n anime
lately

nowadays, im not keen about goin onto e internet
cos im alwys reading about things tat i dun even noe

friens
those tat i tot r my friens
keeping things from me
not getting me invovled
n recently
something happened on fb
tat "left a bad taste in my mouth"

get wat i mean?

my friens r not realy friens anymore
u see
my concept of friens
is very simple n easy 2 understand

loyalty, honesty

saw all this
by watching anime
nvr experienced this in reality

im e type of person tat dun remember
e "happy times" which i've experienced
but i cant recall e times tat i felt sad very
very very easily

wat is ur definition of friens?

i noe each n everyone of us hav our own
bounderies
but if, other ppl noes about ur secret
y cant i, when im ur 'frien'?

i hav friens whom i treasured
since secondary sch
especially one
i dun think my frien kept anything from me

even like her fears
or her experience

being my frien
is very easy
i dun need u 2 die 4 me
or save me from a huge disaster

loyalty n honesty is enough

tat's mayb y
i rather hav a dog as a frien

being on e internet
shows me lots of things

some say tat im always moody
always in a bad mood
(if u noe me well, im not in a bad mood at all)

some say tat im anti-social
not friendly
(yes i am. but still, i think of u as my friens)

i tot that they were my friens
i realy realy think tat way
but wat i've seen on e internet
this label 'friens' which i hav given them
begins 2 peel off

then i start 2 think
how foolish i was
2 rely on them
think tat they were my friens

u see,
im a sensitive person
bcos of this
it's easy 2 make me hate u or feel upset
however,
it's easy 2 make me feel happy

things happen
in a domino-effect
there's no stopping
one thing leads 2 another
n at e end,
all i see
is tat my so-called friens
r jus strangers 2 me

i dunnoe them, dun understand them at all
they, dun understand me too
being left out, not being involved
im used 2 it
im not goin 2 care anymore
i giv up trying 2 be involved

friens, wat exactly is e meaning of friens?

DUN EVER COME N MAKE ME HATE U
IM GIVING A REAL WARNING HERE

ppl say 'forgive n forget'

THIS DUN APPLY TO ME
I DUN FORGET N I
CERTAINLY WUN FORGIVE

2009-12-04T22:06:00.003+08:00

hi
it's me again...
bet u mus be bored of me
as all i do is COMPLAIN
ok
yup
im like holding at least one grudge against everyone

got lots of projects
dun like tons of ppl
they cant be mature can they?
ok
maybe im not tat mature too
but still...
im able to draw the line
y cant they?
sian....
joke is joke lah...
but pls oso at the same time understand the feelings of others

how will u feel if others shout back at u?
oh, gosh... i hope ppl who r involved r not reading this
4 me
i'll shout back
if can, violence =.=
nowadays always got the feeling of wanting 2 beat someone up
anyone oso can.
best is those i hate 2 e core one...

got tons of ppl i hate in sch
let me count...1,2,3
3... i tink
two bitches n 1 bastard
n i noe them
see them every monday-friday
sian...
dun ask me 4 names
cos i aint giving any 2 anyone

hey, leeyi n wenn can ask :D
those from tp =.=
NO!!!!

i did someting stupid
i stood at a corner
in tp
n see if any of my friens noe tat im
there anot
turns out?
none of them knew
tat im there
n they jus need 2 turn their heads
then they can see me

i have not much of a presence...
i knew tat all along
hey i know tat i DUN get along well with ppl
most of them jus ended up hating me even
but pls =.=
this is my stinking character
i noe it sucks like big time
but believe
back in secondary sch
im much worse -.-

i dun understand y ppl dun like me so much =.=
leeyi n wenn like me wad...
can get along with them...
plus elena potato.....
oh ya, where did she go btw?
disappear le... =.= only shows up to eat...
glutton!

im like moody all the time
daydream like alot
weird in may ways (even my parents say tat)
get irritated if no one listen 2 me
get angry easily (when i say easily, i mean very easily)
talk crap
insult ppl (without realisng tat im insulting e person)
hahahahaha
n damn emo after tat incident :(
haimei say i get emo very easliy nowadays =.=
have very low confidence
i realy need someone who able 2 understand me :D
cheer me up, make me laugh effortlessly
n solve my problems :)
he/she would be my absolute friend! :)
like leeyi n wenn :D
jus one in my class would me nice
cos most of them r spoilt brats =.=
cant connect with them at all sia...

watching Gokusen :)
love e show
not bcos of e storyline
but bcos of e friendship shown in e show :D
Odagiri Ryu!!!!!!!!! Yabuki Hayato!!!!!!!!!!!
:D yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey, leeyi n wenn go out during term breaks kays? :D
my orders :D
alicia, eunice and atticus let's go watch some lame movie n laugh our guts out :)

quote for the day: all guys are born jerks, all girls r born bitches (it's a joke only)
by baka :D
thanks :)

2009-11-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

homework, test, homework
-.-
no time 2 blog or go facebook le....
im supposed 2 b doin my jap presentation
but i jus cant help looking at my blog :P

love e Change the world song :D
really cheers me up lots :)
hav no idea y though :D

learning pattern during tkd
:D
on mondays n thursday ;)
learnt yellow, yellow-green and green pattern le...
i damn pro sia :P
learn so many at a time :D
n best is i nvr 4get! :D
this coming thursday not goin
cos friday got tutorial quiz....

cant seem 2 cope well with my work
everything done last minute
more homework compared 2 last sem
very tired since e end of hols
been sleeping during lectures =.=
cannot go on like tat le...
mus pay attention
or else i get confused

no time to go facebook
or play pet society :D
tried playing mousehunt
dun understand y atticus likes it -.-

suffered 3 hours of aap lecture 2day
fell asleep during first half of e lecture
then tried not 2 sleep 4 e rest of e lectures
bought Hi-chew sweets 2 help me stay awake
saw atticus needs them more than me so gave him 2 sweets
(he fell asleep 4 most of e lectures) -.-
i only ate 1 :)
very kind le :)

got another project
mus draw a horse skeleton
on a big piece of paper...
in groups of 4
eunice, clarissa, vaish n me! :D
hope we'll be able 2 do it well :D

jus have my hair cut :)
look like a boy
but i dun care :D
watever sia...
in sec sch i oso cut my hair till
i look like guy :D
schmates even tot i bunk sia :)
bunk=male role of lesbian
:D
assholes :)
i like short hair
cos very shiok e feeling :D
dunnoe how 2 explain :D

anime...
wan 2 watch but no time
seriously...
:(
realy wan 2 watch sia....
damn sian....
dun wan tests le.....
PLS!!!!
atticus kept asking me 2 watch darker than black
no time 2 watch lah...
i still watching bleach
n like wayyyyyyyyyy behind
will try watching :)
hope it's not like weird
cos atticus's taste is weird loz... :D

may not b goin back 2 pets villa cos no time
n i realy need 2 study :D

2009-11-06T20:04:00.002+08:00

im having some issues...
ok it had been a very hectic week
everything was last minute
n im deadbeat
i have 2 say something though

i find tat i cant realy connect with my classmates
ok with e exception of some friens in class :)
alien... :)
but some...
while, they r nice ppl
i noe tat
but 4 some reason
there is like a barrier but them n me
we jus cant click
n im not e person they will find if
they wan 2 go out or jus hav fun

i did some comparing
i cant help but 2 do tat...
i like tkd ppl wayyyyyyy better
compared 2 my classmates
cos 1 thing is im able 2 be myself
n hav fun at e same time with e tkd ppl
we laughed, we joked lots of time
we play, we scruffled
it's damn fun :D

but with my classmates...
most of my smiles
r jus 4 show
n im tired alrdy
cos im not laughing cos it's funny
but cos they tink is funny so i jus laugh along

when i tell my jokes 2 my classmates
they dun find it funny
n they laugh at things
which i dun find it funny at all

when i tell jokes 2 tkd ppl
they laugh :D
i realy enjoyed being with tkd ppl

i noe it's not fair 2 compare
but i cant keep on bottling up my feelings
i jus cant click with e ppl from my class
n more than once,
i dun feel tat i belonged there.

my class is seperated into 3 distinct groups
1) smart ppl
2) cool ppl
3) fashionable ppl

i like goin with e cool ppl :)
though i dun realy fancy some of them -.-
most of e time,
i go with e fashionable ppl -.-
cos atticus follows them most of e time
n i follow him
e ppl in e fashionable group
r not realy close 2 me
so i didnt realy enjoy goin with them

yes i like my class as a whole
but i cant click well with them
n being with them makes me feel
awkward sometimes, n sometimes mayb a little left out
i noe tat i dun talk much
but in tkd
i enjoy being with tkd ppl

it's e same as i enjoy goin out with leeyi n wenn
i dun tink about stuff tat will make me stressed
when im out with them

but when with e class
i jus get emo very easily
i dunnoe y....

tmr i'll b goin 2 e Zoo! :D
will b taking lot's of pics again i tink :D
then sunday will b goin pets villa :)

recently, im crazy bout ruki
from e Gazette XD
he's soooo cute n handsome :D
totally fell in love with him le! :D

lookig forward to tkd training :D

2009-10-26T18:55:00.002+08:00

hi
things had been crappy 4 me lately

ok....
i spent most of my time "in my own world"
till e point when i 4got bout everything else
in e real world -.-
so.......ya.........

n im not my usual self lately :(
i dunnoe y :(
so 4giv me if i start bhaving a little anti-social
or something :(
cos i've been emoing a lot nowadays
saw my previous blog post? :(
i noe tat was like super emo sia :(
feel like saying all e bad words out 4 no reason
jus feel damn angry n fustrated
mayb it's bcos im too stressed up or something
im back 2 being depressed now :(
life jus sucks 2 me
even in sch :(
n i was like looking 4ward 2 go back 2 sch during hols
dunnoe wad overcame me :(

hope u guys understands....

damn it all sia... -.-
im like doin all my homework last minute
cos of my dumbass brain =.=
keep 4getting

i really suck dont i?
haha...
im a double dumbass, idiotic baka banana =.=

2009-10-24T14:55:00.002+08:00

hi
i did not update my blog 4 a few days le
n im not goin 2 say wad happened during tat few days =.=
not like anyting exciting happened -.-

B.O.R.I.N.G

currently watching full metal alchemist :D
like edward all over again :D
al is cute too :)

anyways, sch is quite hectic nowadays =.=
so i hav no time 4 lots of things
including sleeping
i have like 6 subjects including cds =.=
n i know tat im gonna b dead
when exams comes -.-

recently, i jus started drawing on my new sketch book
=.=
sian
my drawings damn childish lah...
guess wad i drew?
i dun tell u :P
cos u hav 2 find out by urself :D
hate life lots now -.-

cos jus found out tat life sucks like hell =.=
1) very boring
2) im invisible 2 lots
3) very boring
4) tiring
5) got many ppl i dun like
6) damn boring
7) like jus sucks
8) i cant get enough sleep

oh man
i tink imm like complaining
but it's true -.-
life realy sucks -.-
anyways thanks 4 coming...

2009-10-16T21:02:00.009+08:00

hi everyone :D
this week i had lots of fun :)
2day, friday
i went 4 e horse care workshop
at admiralty country club :D
there are 2 horses n 2 ponies there :)
they r: Midnight (pony), Sunshine (pony), Happy (horse), CC (horse)
both Happy n CC used 2 b racehorses at e Singapore Turf Club
they r a breed called e thoroughbreed

there, we learnt how to put on a halter onto a horse
as i could not reach e horse's head,
i had 2 practice on a pony instead :/
a halter consist of a noseband n headstall
tat buckles around the horse's head
n allows e horse 2 b led or tied

after placing e halter on Midnight's (a pony) head,
i tried leading Midnight around :D
it was a wonderful experience
n i Midnight was very cooperative :)

i did not try practicing on Happy (a horse) though
he's much much bigger sized than me
n i have 2 tip-toed 2 reach e top of his head :D

some of my classmates brought apples n carrots 2 feed e horses n ponies :D
Midnight loves apples
he ate till like his mouth was full of saliva :D
Happy n CC likes only carrots :)
Sunshine did not realy eat much i tink
as he was kinda shy :)

we oso learnt e different bones n muscles found in a horse's body
@.@ i got very blur at tat part
we took a look at e feed e horses n ponies get each day :)
a horse like Happy can eat a maximum of 10kg of hay
ponies like Midnight can eat a maximum of 8kg of hay

e horses n ponies r given a huge bucket of water
n their stable bedding is made up of sawdust :D

we were oso taught how 2 groom a horse:D
a person is made 2 hold e horse/pony by e halter
while another person begins grooming e horse/pony
there were many different types of brushes
n many different ways of brushing a horse/pony :D

it's my first time interacting with a horse/pony
so it was very fun 4 me :D
n i had a very wonderful experience :D
there r more pics on facebook :)

Midnight:

CC:

Sunshine:

Happy:

on thursday, i skipped tkd training :P

2 go 2 e zoo with leeyi n wenn :D

i had lots of fun there!!!! >.<

we saw lots of different types of animals :)

while we were looking at e animals, it began 2 rain O.o

so we took shelter at e baboons' exhibit :D

after awhile, we tot tat e rain stopped

so we walked a little distance

but e rain was too heavy

hence we seeked shelter

in a pavillion :D

we waited there for quite some time :D

Cheesian fell asleep

leeyi fell asleep

while wenn n i talked bout twilight

not tat we like twilight

we talked bout e bad n funny stuff bout twlight :D

n we had a good laugh :D

below r e pics from e zoo

facebook got more as i took over 200 pic :P

e see-saw which we played countless of times

n laughed till we like siao :D

oh ya... i got my timetable 4 e next sem le... =.= it's realy very packed n e moment i saw it, i said C.R.A.P =.= 2 cds, both same time n same day. e timetable realy S.U.C.K.S A.L.O.T =.= my latest is 7pm, earliest is 1pm n i have 3 labs on monday O.o

HOPE I DUN FAIL 4 NEXT SEM!!!!

2009-10-11T19:47:00.003+08:00

these r e photos tat i took :D

this is e dog which i like most in pets villa >.<

cos he has very nice brown eyes :D

he's e one from pulau ubin

whose leg got caught in a pig trap

i took these pics 2day :D

he looked much better now :)

n he seemed happier :)

2day when i arrived at pets villa,

i got a shook O.o

both Momo n Toffee got their fur shaved!!! :D

they looked funny :D

especially Momo :D

i changed e newspaper bedding

of e kittens in e cage :)

while changing...

as usual...

i got bitten n scratched by those naughty kittens

AGAIN =.=

n one of them jumped out of e cage -.-

i had 2 catch it

n put it back into e cage =.=

i spent half an hour chasing it around =.=

trying 2 catch it =.=

it jus kept running away from me!!! >.<

but i finally managed 2 catch it n put it back into e cage :D

then after awhile,

Melek came :D

we then bathe e dogs there :)

first is Momo :D

as he jus got shaved,

there r ticks' head stuck 2 his body

so melek n i had 2 pluck them out first :D

then we bathe him :)

next is Toffee :)

he is in a much better condition compared 2 Momo :D

so we jus have 2 bathe him :)

then next we did Toby :D

Toby is a very chubby jack russell terrier :D

n he has lots n lots of ticks! >.<

big ticks n small ticks all around his neck! >.<

we had 2 bathe him first

n as Toby can run away very fast

(although he's chubby) -.-

he had 2 be leashed up when we bathe him :D

after e bathe, we carried him 2 a table 2 de-tick him :)

then, we bathe him again :D

Chocolate is e next dog tat we bathed :D

Chocolate has lots of ticks too >.<

at his neck, chest, head n ears :D

we bathe him first

then we began 2 de-tick him :)

e last dog tat we bathe is Joey :)

Melek bathe Joey while i went 2 change

his newspaper bedding in Joey's cage :D

then Melek cleaned joey's ears, trimmed his fur

n jus cleaned him up :D

after all tat, we played with e dogs 4 awhile :)

then we prepare 2 leave e place :D

very long nvr went 4 tkd training le... :(

cos these few days very busy -.-

next week oso cant go 4 training :(

starting 2 miss my tkd friens :(

especially hai mei :)

2009-10-10T15:12:00.004+08:00

hi all :D
so far it had been a pretty busy week 4 me :)
sometimes i wonder if got anyone
who is seriously reading my blog-.-
O.o wat if dun have how!?
O.o then i'll be talking 2 myself!!!
awww shucks =.= tat's horrible....

anyways let's get down 2 business :)
this whole week is my sis PSLE exams!!! O.o
she has been studying very hard :)
coming monday is her last paper le....

yesterday went 2 kent's birthday party :D
had fun :)
met up with alicia n eunice at tiong mrt station
alicia is in a DRESS! O.o
cant believe my eyes seriously =.=
i tot tat she'll wear jeans or something

then met up with atticus at jurong east mrt station
waited 4 cong rui n shawn there :D
when reached jurong east mrt station....
i got is nice feeling of being back there again :)
i dunnoe y though :D
i jus like goin back there :D
maybe bcos it's jurong
where west grove primary sch is :)
out of the three primary sch i've been in,
i find tat west grove is still e best :)

ok back 2 e main topic =.=
we walked 2 e Chevrons
i saw tat alicia's dress have buttons at e back :D
was tempted to unbutton them :P
din lah :D
it would b obscene loz =.=

reached there early :)
was e earliest group :)
then later Vaish came
went 2 e lobby 2 meet her :D
then waited 4 rachael
at e same time saw joy outside

i had no idea when e party started.
alicia tat group played with poker cards at e bedroom upstairs =.=
very weird...
everyone downstairs chatting
then we at e bedroom upstairs playing poker cards =.=
like some kind of illigal gambling activity

went downstairs when it's time 2 eat -.-
joey n e rest came at tat time -.-
late... :)
after eating, we chatted a bit
they drank Asahi beer
even ely n atticus oso drank -.-
all e guys drank except shawn :D
'goodie-two-shoes'

then went 2 cut cake :D
sing birthday song 4 kent :D
atticus dun looked drunk but he behaved drunk -.-
ask him if he's drunk anot
say he's not, jus very tired =.=
he's always tired -.-
jacky's whole face red :D
luke nothing out of e ordinary
charmaine's whole face red too :D
ying en's face red oso :D
very red :D

went home at 11pm
very late le
so my dad came 2 Chevrons 2 fetch me back :D
i ask if atticus n shawn need a lift 2 jurong east mrt station :)
atticus said: "ok loh"
shawn said: "your father can anot?"
:D
lol lol lol
got different kind of answer :D
anyways in e end my dad fetch the both 2 jurong east mrt station :D

went home feeling tired :D
cant wait 2 go zoo with leeyi n wenn :D
dun even noe if really goin anot -.-
hope we going :D
yay!
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY KENT!!!!

2009-10-09T14:40:00.002+08:00

i saw this story long ago on e internet n i wrote it down
2day, i found it among my books while i was packing my cupboard :)
n i wan 2 share this meaningful story with u guys :D
have fun reading it n i hope u've learn something from it :)

A store owner was tacking a sign above his door that read ‘puppies for sale’. These signs had a weird way of attracting children. And sure enough a little boy appeared at the sign. “How much are you going to sell those puppies?” he asked. The store owner replied “anywhere from $30-$50.” The little boy reached into his pocket and pulled out some change. “I have $2.37: can I have a look at them?” Then store owner smiled and whistled and out of the kennel came a lady, who ran down the aisle of his store followed by five teeny, tiny balls of fur. One puppy was lagging considerably behind. Immediately the little boy singled out the lagging, limping puppy and said “What’s wrong with that little dog?” The store owner explained that when the puppy was born, the vet had said that the puppy had no hip socket and would limp for the rest of it’s life.

The little boy got really excited and said “That’s the puppy I want to buy!” The store owner replied “No, you don’t want to buy that little dog. If you really want him, I’ll give him to you.” The little boy got quite upset. He looked into the store owner’s eyes, pointing his finger and said “I don’t want you to give him to me. That little dog is worth every bit as much as the other dogs and I’ll pay the full price. In fact, I’ll give you $2.37 now and 50 cents every month until I have him paid for.”

The store owner countered, “You really don’t want to buy this puppy. He is never going to be able to run, jump and play like other puppies!” To this, the little boy reached down and rolled up his leg pants to reveal a badly twisted, crippled left leg supported by a big metal brace. He looked up at the store owner and said softly, “Well, I don’t run so well myself, and the little puppy needs someone who understands.”

In life, it doesn’t matter who you are, but whether someone appreciates you for what you are. A real friend is one who walks in, when the rest of the world walks out.

2009-10-04T20:07:00.002+08:00

hi
2day was my taekwondo grading
next, if i pass this grading
i would be yellow belt alrdy :D

i dun tink i'll get double promotion
i dun even think about getting it

e grading was fun n scary at e same time
i have a little bit of stage fright u see...
so when it was my turn, my mind went blank O.o
actually, i was kinda freaking out inside O.o
but eventually i calmed down as i focused on one thing in my mind
n try not 2 think about e grading stuff
however i was still freaking out all e same -.-
but it went well in e end
though not as good as e last grading =.=

then at e end we had a group pic taken
*faint*
i dun like taking pics! >.<
as usual, im runing away from them as they took e pic
everyone told me 2 take too -.-
so paiseh sia...
then hilman came n DRAGGED me 2 e whole group 2 take e pic O.o
he DRAGGED me!!!! O.o
first time this happened sia... O.o
usually ppl will jus leave me behind n jus take e pic without me
but this time it was like they have 2 include me in O.o
actually i feel a little happy :D
jus a little :P
ok lah...VERY HAPPY :D
first time!!! :D
makes me like this bunch of tkd friends more than ever >.<
even my classmates do not treat me like tat -.-

VERY HAPPY :D

next time, i'll take pics with them le :D
u see...
i choose who i take pics with :)
only those very close 2 me then i take with them :D
like leeyi n wenn :D
now after this happened :D
i'll take pics with my bunch of tkd friends le!!!! XD
YAY!!!

then after tat...
we went 2 eat subway :D
my idea! XD
so e whole tkd group frm TP
went to subway 2 eat
not realy whole group lah...
yi heng's group went somewhere else 2 eat :D
we purposely made hai mei n kian lam sit 2gether :p
but not so successful with pearlyn n david though -.-
had fun eating subway with them

ate a weird kind of bread -.-
got a lot of dots on it -.-
tat freaking subway ran out of italian bread =.=
so i need 2 eat e weird weird bread

usually when eating with my friens from my class
everyone very quiet
but with tkd ppl :D
all so noisy! XD
realy had fun :D
august kept staring at hai mei n kian lam
wei yuan, weeshin oso :D
then we purposely seperated our table from hai mei's n kian lam's table
2 giv them *their own world* :P
hai mei kept holding onto my arm till got red red mark
then she kept on beating my arm till it bcome red -.-
as we teased both hai mei n kian lam :P
ashley, nick, david n i talked bout com games
david called me a country pumpkin -.- *or is it bumpkin*
cos i only noe wat's maplestory...
i wana play L4D but i dun have e game >.<
haiz...
after eating, we split up
some when home :) *like me*
while e others went 2 play pool :)
it seems like nick likes 2 play pool :D
anyways hope they have fun playing pool :D

im goin 4 this horse care workshop on 13 n 14 october :D
we will be taught how 2 take good care of horses :D
i've been talling hai mei tat now i will be able 2 see a horse kick
then i can learn 4 my backthrust :p
*joking*
cant wait 4 e workshop 2 start :D
but i cant go tkd training if i go 4 e workshop

i bought kent's bday present 2day :)
his bday is on e 9 october this coming friday :D
im going 2 his bday party :)
he'll be 21 years old le... :D
so old... *whisper* :P
anyways :D
it seems like my life jus got brighter :D
compared 2 my secondary school days :)

* hai mei told me tat i've changed
in my attitude i tink
ask her is it for better or for worse
she say neither bad nor good
jus tat after tat incident happened
i will bcome emo easily
even though im still e same
i'll bcome emo easily sometimes
i din noticed it though :D

2009-10-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

these few days not doin aything at all =.=
i everyday slept till 1pm
then wake up eat lunch
then play computer awhile
then go back 2 sleep

now my mum take leave from work
as my sis has PSLE
so my mum will cook
lunch n dinner i think

friday my sis brought her friends home
2 see cody
he was excited n of cos aggressive
at e same time
cody kept barking -.-
very noisy
then he kept running about
n kept chasing after my sister's friends

anyways
cody had fun
n in e end
he was very tired

2day did almost nothing
at night went 2 my grandma house
2 eat dinner
brought cody along with us too
he was excited (as usual) -.-

then after dinner
we played with cody for awhile
then....blah blah blah....
e rest very boring le...

tmr is my taekwondo grading -.-
my grading pattern i still can remember
however im afraid tat my mind will blank out tmr
cos im scared
sian...

these few days i've been watching scrapped princess n puchi puri yushi
ok lah...
at least these animes kept me awake n im quite interested in them
got a little bored with shugo chara le....
kuroshitsuji...i giv up on tat le...
not my kind of anime...
went 2 watch mushi-shi e anime
BOR-ING -.-
it was jus soooooooooooo boring!
wana try watching monochrome factor e anime :D
heard tat in e first episode, Akira n Shirogane kissed! >.<
if it's true then it's awesome! :D
anyways, im goin 2 find monochrome facter e anime 2 watch le... XD
byes :D

2009-10-01T14:46:00.004+08:00

Now presenting Tyki Mikk :D

my very favourite D-grayman character XD

though i oso like lavi :D

but tyki still e best D-grayman character ever!!! XD

he's cute in both his human form n noah form :D

best noah in e noah family :D

Tyki has two "sides" to his life, one in which he is a care-free, Portuguese vagabond and the other where he is a Noah and seemingly well-known in society.

Tyki has the ability to "choose" what he wants to touch, allowing him to walk on water or air and harmlessly passing through anything, with the exception of Innocence. He can also "reject" the atmosphere, creating a vacuum. Tease, man-eating golems in the shape of a butterfly given as a gift from the Earl, obeys him.

btw, i got e info n pics from e internet (they r not mine)

;)

2009-10-01T14:38:00.002+08:00

hey ppl :D
not goin 4 tkd 2day :P
slacking at home :D
sunday is my tkd grading le...
scared i cant pass it =.=
if i pass it, i'll be a yellow belt le :D

on tues tkd training
we did a lot of kicks
360 kick, backthrust, slamming (axe) kick, high turning kick

i cant do e 360 n backthrust well loz... =.=

i tinking of learning skateboarding XD
im sure tat it would be fun :D
but i've got one problem... =.=

I DUN HAVE A SKATEBOARD!!!!!! O.o

anyways, my mum says tat she maybe buying one 4 me XD
MAYBE...
but still got hope ya :D
one skateboard e cheapest cost $100 =.=
will be damn ex sia...

anyways :D
wish me luck 4 my tkd grading! :D

2009-09-27T22:15:00.002+08:00

2day went 2 do volunteer work at pets villa
as usual
however, atticus came along too
with his parents n his 2 boxes, sza sza n angel :)

he oso helped out with e work at pets villa
although there isnt much 2 do
as another volunteer worker had done all e work le...
so most of e time, we played with e dogs -.-

pets villa is very far in
at pasir ris farmway 2 i tink... =.=
or maybe it's farmway 1 =.=
watever -.-
anyway, it's very far from e bus stop

n my legs r aching alrdy =.=
*sob* giv me a break =.=

met melek there :)
joy n stephanie came too
2 interview e person in-charge there
about e dog charity walk project ting

met 2 dogs there
one came from pulau ubin
his leg got caught in a pig-trap
n has 2 be amputated
so he has only 3 legs
his coat colour is sadle-brown n black
n he's very handsome >.<
fell in love with him at first sight :D
i loved his eyes :)
soft brown eyes
n he's a shy guy :D

e other one is in a much worse condition
paralysed neck-down
got knocked down by a car at east coast there
wounds looked pretty painful n bad
but im sure he/she is healing fast :)
dunnoe if it's a girl or guy :)
cos nvr get 2 go near him/her :D

there, we did de-ticking on some dogs
Chocolate, Toffee n Joey :)
found out tat Joey is a mini-maltese
a little surprised cos i tot tat he is a chihuahua
Joey looks much better nowadays :D
cos melek has been taking good care of him :)

there's lots of ticks on Chocolate n Toffee >.<
some r so fat tat i dun even there 2 pluck it out :(
ew...gross...
atticus said he wanted 2 PLAY with e TICKS
there's dogs there 2 play with man...
y choose e TICKS?!
he squished one with a spoon...
all e blood ooze out =.=
*sick*
he cut one up with a scissors
blood did not ooze out
instead, e tick jus split into half =.=
at least he seemed 2 be enjoying himself,
playing with e TICKS
*sick*

went home feeling icky n tired
bathe straight away
then eat dinner
fell alseep 4 awhile
then...blah blah blah
im bored le...

n i got a surprise
Angel called me!!!! XD
so long le sia!!!!
she told me say tat her exams coming soon :)
n ask me 2 go ecp with her after her exams :D
sooo looking forward 2 go out with her! XD
jus hope tat she wun let me wait for 3 hours
then dun show up =.=
like wat happened last time =.=

ok nothing 2 say le... -.-
the end....

2009-09-25T23:17:00.004+08:00

ok all these r pics of ruki from e Gazette :D

like him >.<

plus he has a nice voice :D

n im including a pic of cloud too >.<

(got all these from e internet) :D

2009-09-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

Ok :)
finally got tat huge space outta my way :)
lol

dun realy wana talk about 2day =.=
sorry guys,
i'll be lying if i said tat i had a fun time with u all at ecp 2day :(

true i did enjoy myself at some time
but most of e time, i was jus spacing out =.=
n i nvr realy get 2... =.=
i cant say -.-
but im disappointed...really :(

i spent most of e time wondering if whether
i shld invite haimei, wei yuan, david n nick 2 go ecp with me -.-
one third of e time wishing tat they were e ones goin ecp with me
sorry guys :(

i did try playing e swave board
my cycling improved
n i've got two blue-blacks on my right leg

2day, i realy missed haimei n e three 'gays'
oh! sorry :D
"guys" :P

ytd was very very very fun at tkd training :D
haimei saw a dead cockroach at e sports hall
while we were laying out e mats :D

she pointed it out 2 me
n i had a huge, mischevious idea :D
haimei is scared of cockroaches :D

so i picked up e cockroach
(it's a nymph, by e way)
by its feelers n walked towards haimei :P
grinning :D

of cos, haimei dropped e mats tat she was carrying
n ran away :D
asking me 2 not 2 go near her :D

then kiam lam walked past
he saw e cockroach in my hand
n he ran away too :P

then i wanted 2 scare e rest of e tkd ppl :)
but as i walked towards them
e feelers broke of n e cockroach dropped onto e floor
quite a few times :D
n each time it dropped onto e floor
haimei would tell me :D

then i gave up :)
n went 2 haimei again
instead :P
she ran away again :D
i decided not 2 scare her anymore
:D
so i threw e cockroach away
in her direction :P

after awhile
we went back to laying e mats :)
while haimei was laying e mats
i sneak up behind her :D
n she screamed n ran away when she saw me :D

first time i heard her scream :D

she tot tat i was holding a cockroach in my hand
or hiding it in my pocket :D

i had fun :P

i skipped e rest of e tkd training
as i wana slack :P
but i did practice my pattern :)

nick cant train cos her sprain his ankle
wei yuan n some other guys got leg cramps =.=
abigail hurt her knee (i tink)

haimei got it worse
she sparred with a black belt guy
n got blue-black on both her legs :(
ouch...mus hav hurt a lot
she cant walk fast

i went 2 get ice 4 her 2 make an ice-pack
4 her legs
n oso helped her refilled her bottle :)
haimei, u owe me $20 :P
*joking*

then missed e bus 69
we were alrdy at e bus stop loz...
e bus did stopped
xiao hei, wei yuan n nick got on e bus
i was with hai mei as she cant walk fast
kian lam n abigail was behind us

i saw xiao hei asking e bus driver 2 wait 4 us
but e bus driver ignored him
n drove off =.=
heartless creep >:(

so haimei, kian lam, abigail n me
had 2 wait 4 e next 69 2 arrive

went home feeling tired, legs aching
my right leg like got some problem
when i put my full weight on my right leg
it will start 2 shake
eunice told me tat it's bcos i over exert my leg
n i cant kick properly with my right leg :(
but im glad 2 say tat my 360 kicks had improved a little :D

i do not feel very motivated in doin e project 4 e dog charity walk
atticus sent everyone n email
with some designs he had came up 4 e posters we were suppose 2 make
everyone except me >:(
told him alrdy
he still din sent e email 2 me >:(
oh man....
very sian....
i realy dunnoe if im part of tat team anot
realy realy realy dun feel motivated le :'(

2009-09-23T22:07:00.004+08:00

Remember i asked if dante vs cloud, who will win? :)
leeyi said tat dante will win e fight
cos dante is a badass
while cloud is a good-for-nothing

haimei n i agreed tat cloud looks like a golden retriever puppy :D
he does look like one! >.<

help me rate these guys :D

Cloud:

Sephiroth:

Nero:

Dante:

Anyways :D

all these guys r very good looking :)

n i like them all :)

n they all have very awesome characters!!!! XD

2009-09-23T20:44:00.015+08:00

i jus found out that jasmine you of versailles

passed away on e 9th of august 2009

im not realy a fan of versailles,

but i do like their songs

n it's jus so sudden tat

jasmine had passed away

the members n staff of versailles

r shocked n stunned when they learned

tat he had passed away

He'll be missed by e many fans of versailles

im sure of tat

versailles is a visual kei band

the band members r:

kamijo--vocals

hizaki--guitar

teru--guitarjasmine you--bass guitar (deceased)

yuki--drums

the band concept of versailles is

"the absolute youshikibi (beauty of form) sound and aestheticism"

yesterday i had tkd training

b4 tat, i went out to lunch with wei yuan, nick, david, abigail n clarissa

we went to tampines mall to eat

dunnoe tampines 1 or e other malls

then after tat, we went 2 e arcade 2 play

e boys, except david, played tekken 6 at e arcade -.-

tekken 6 coming 2 psp only in nov =.=

2 months later.... =.=

so long.... -.-

after tat, we went back sch

i was wondering if hai mei was goin 4 tkd anot

so at bout 6 plus, i called her handphone

she rejected my call!!!!

i realy tot tat she angry with me... =.=

was scared tat she angry with me =.=

4 dunnoe wat reason

then when she came,

i ask her y reject my call

then she laughed!

wah liao...still can laugh... =.=

ppl alrdy worried leh...

anyways, she laughed like mad :D

say tat i very funny...

cos she alrdy reject my call

yet i still keep calling :)

i found out tat nick got e computer version of devil may cry 4!

i wan! >.<

i sooooo wan 2 play devil may cry :D

he say he gonna bring his laptop on thursday

then pass me e game :D

yay!

hope he doesnt 4get though :)

i will be damn disappointed if he 4gets...

tkd training, i sparred with 4 ppl! :D

2day nothing happened -.-

jus slept e whole day -.-

friday goin 2 ecp with alicia, eunice n atticus

contacted some of my classmates

all except few replied -.-

sian...i hate it when ppl dun reply my sms >:(

2009-09-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

YAY!!! :D
jus saw haimei's blog :)
she maybe coming 4 training
cos she ended her work le :)

2009-09-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

i dunnoe if it's my character or im jus plain lazy
i dun realy care much bout blogging or even updating my blog
nowadays... =.=
cos no one reads anyways =.=
n... im being emo AGAIN -.-
dun mind me =.=

emo cos haimei not goin 4 next few tkd training
then no one will follow me le...
haiz... =.=
i oso dun feel like goin tkd training le...
but got grading coming
have 2 go sia... :(

n emo cos very very long nvr go out with leeyi n song wen le...
miss them much >.<
wan 2 go out with them soon :)

then....tmr got tkd training
friday maybe going east coast park
with eunice n alicia
dunnoe if atti or jacky will go =.=
sian sia....

very sian sia....!!!

let's not talk bout past few days...
2day went labrador park :)
brought cody along too :D
he was so excited :)
running about
i like labrador park
it's so quiet there :)
not many ppl...
there's a playground there too >.<

went to play with my sis
nvr take pics cos 4got 2 bring my phone :D
"bcos im not waiting 4 any replies anymore" :)

nice playing at e playground
though it may seem childish :)
i dun care >:)
when playing at e playground
i felt like a child again :D
an innocent child... jus fooling around
at e playground :)
i had lots of fun! :D
all e bad memories were being temporarily 4gotten :D

so nice sia.... :D
wana go there again :)

we forced cody 2 go down a slide at e playground :D
he was scared out of his wits :D
then in e end,
i jus carried him n jus slide down e slide :D

we went home feeling very tired :)
not hungry at all -.-
cody jus went 2 his crate n plonk down 2 sleep -.-
he mus have been very tired :D
anyways, i know tat everyone had fun :)
especially cody! :D

recently, im hooked onto e anime
Devil May Cry :D
i saw e ps 3 game Devil May Cry 4
Nero is cool :D
all along wanted 2 watch e anime
but dun hav time
till now :D
then i realised e anime is so damn
AWESOME!!! XD
Dante is soooooo cool!!!

who is Dante? -.-

he is a half devil, his mother is a human, father is a devil
his father is a devil lord named Sparda.
Dante also ave a twin brother named Vergil
his weapons are a pair of guns, one black, the other white
and a huge sword.
the white gun is named Ivory, while the black gun is named Ebony
his sword is named Rebellion.

Dante operates as a mercenary
though usually he only accept jobs that involves him to kill devils.

Really! the anime is really worth watching! XD

Dante is so awesome :)
but i wonder, if Dante Vs Cloud, who will win?
Dante Vs Sephiroth, who will win? -.-
i would love 2 watch them fight each other :D
cos i bet, it will be one hell of a fight! XD

2009-09-18T21:36:00.003+08:00

hi again,
it had been a very emo week 4 me =.=
some reasons i cant say y
though close frienz of mine would noe

b4 tat i felt bounded to invisible chains
of worry, jealousy n fustration
then...
i was free again
like b4

but freedom does not come without a price
during tkd on thursday
i was emoing around

like wat wei yuan n nick said
wei yuan: angry n sad
nick: agony

i WAS in agony
WAS
thanks anyways 4 those who r concern bout me
especially hai mei
who tried 2 cheer me up :D
i had done enough thinking alrdy
oh ya, n 2 those who noes wat happened
pls keep it a secret :)

i drew a seal 2day :)
one of my best drawings :)
though i only had 4 in total =.=

not ready to upload all of my drawings pics yet
:D
wait till i get better in drawing :)

with the soft snow beneath my paws
i ran through the forest of siberia
with freedom as my partner
i unleashed my wild spirit
as a herd of caribou ran past
i raced after them
enjoying the taste of freedom
once again....

2009-09-16T20:22:00.002+08:00

u noe wat... -.-
i dun even feel like writing in this blog now -.-
very emo on monday :(
got e meeting with e vet tech seniors
but very very very emo :(
so emo till i dun even feel like updating my blog

felt better on tuesday though
jus a little :(
went for e tp scholarship interview
din noe tat it was for tp scholarship -.-

till e woman ask "how will u contribute back to the school if u r awarded e tp scholarship?"
i was replying halfway then she interupted me -.-
say tat i went out of point
:(
lol lol lol
hate her 2 e core sia >:(
hate interviews too!!!!!
Argh!!!

im learning how 2 draw animals now -.-
drew a mutated rabbit with a huge mouth :D
lol lol lol lol lol
hai mei still say nice though :)

tuesday had a good talk with david :)
told me his secret :p
shhhh....i cant say
i promise him le... :D
then he bombarded me with lots of question -.-
i got answer lah...
but he always laugh at my answer -.-

2day i drew a fox -.-
with weird looking eyes -.-
i swear!
i follow e book
n e eyes realy r like tat :D
lol lol lol lol
i realy suck at drawing... =.=

then my hotmail account not working
cant delete or read any of my emails :(
sian sia...
n kent jus sent me n impt email bout e charity dog walk thing :(
n i cant read it!!!

GREAT!!! -.-
i totally suck a lot -.-
dun ask me y -.-
cant even read email or do a simple drawing -.-
haiz... bye

2009-09-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

2day went 2 do volunteer work at pets villa

met melek at white sands there

then went 2 pets villa 2gether

we took bus 88

cross a road -.-

then walked by a small lane beside a huge canal =.=

while walking, melek spotted a small frog

on the pathway

it was so small

it could get squished by us without us knowing -.-

i tried catching it

very hard 2 get hold of it cos it's so small

i had 2 be extra careful n gentle

cos i dun wana squish the tiny fella :D

i went 2 the grass 2 release it

but b4 tat, melek took pictures of it

at pet's villa, i helped bathe the dogs, bibi and toffee

i oso helped clean the cage of five kittens n their mother cat

those kittens were very naughty -.-

i got bitten n scratched
as they played with my hands while i changed the newspaper in the cage
their mother jus stared at me -.-

n one of the five kitten jumped out of the cage
hid under a table
i had 2 go find it
caught it n placed it back in the cage

now got bite marks on my hand -.-

then i helped clean the cages of the cats
i sweeped the floor
while i sweeped the cage floor, the cats all stared at me

it felt like they were watching me
making me feel like they are stalking me
they kept on staring at me
a little creepy -.-

as i sweeped the cages
i walked right into a spider web
i knew i had walked into a spider web cos got this feeling like something jus brushed against my skin 0.o
n i noe
when there's a spider web
there's bound to be a spider

i looked around
feeling a little afraid n nervous
spiders r not exactly my favourite
at first i didnt see it
then i saw
a big fat spider rite in front of me
jus a few cm from my face 0.o

of cos i was scared
i dun fancy finding spiders rite in my face =.=
but i dint scream :)
i dun scream like some silly girls do all the time when they see insects :p

but i was SCARED
froze for a moment
then i inched away from the spider
it moved!!!! 0.o
towards me! 0.o
cos the web was stuck to me still
i continue moving away -.-

finally i got away
scared
but felt terrible sorry for the spider
cos i destroyed it's web
it takes days for a spider to spin a perfect web
lots of hard work
i felt a little guilty :(

but it was one hell of an experience 0.0

i took some pic at pets villa too :D
uploaded it on facebook
if u guys have the time :)
go check it out :)

atticus told me he did well in 2day's race
he was very tired
good for him :)
to be able to improve :)

tmr have 2 go back sch at 1pm
to meet up with vet tech seniors
for the dog grooming thing
melek told me :)
hope tat it will be fun :D

2009-09-12T13:10:00.003+08:00

on thursday got tkd training
atticus also have triathalon training
he told me tat he cycled 80 km, swam 31 km
dunnoe he ran how many km on thursday

anyways, met him at e overhead bridge
scare me when i walking -.-
idiot... -.- *joking*

re-learned pattern tat day
but 4got alrdy -.-
can only remember a little

then tat day sparred with some of the seniors
they very strong sia... -.-
got owned -.-

wei yuan got owned too -.-
bam, bam, bam, bam
4 kicks to the his abdomen :)
by a national player :D

hai mei say tat his legs were shaking
he scared lah... -.-
i didnt expect him to be scared
cos he like sparring so much -.-

then on friday went for tkd outing
went to watch movie: nine
ok lah the movie :)

i understand it but wei yuan and david did not
hahahash :D
lol lol lol lol lol lol
hai mei also understand it -.-
nick also understand it -.-

then later went arcade play -.-
i did not play anything though bcos by then i alrdy very tired
wei yuan play the car racing games
drive like mad sia...
hai mei say tat she wun wan to sit in his car
if he is the driver :D

yup, i agree :p

then hai mei n nick play the basketball game
i dun like balls n im scared of them so i his behind a wall -.-
got bad experience... -.- in primary sch...

then we went sakura to eat
coach treat us :D
eat halfway then very full le... =.=
dun feel like eating much...

i tink bcos e place very crowded
i dun like crowds
i prefer quiet places

hai mei seemed to be sick
i was worried bout her
told her drink water
she drank milo instead -.-
but later on she seems okay :)
hope she's ok :)

finish eating at 9 plus -.-
the place closes at 9.30 -.-
then some of them say wan to play pool
but very late le
so i need to get home

thanks for the outing and the treat :D
i had a lot of fun :D
got the pics uploaded in facebook :D

got my result tat day too
i got 3.45 points :)
passed every thing
atticus and hai mei passed everything too
atticus thought tat he will fail pipc
he was so prepared 4 e pipc sub-paper -.-
he even studied 4 it in advance -.-
so sure tat he will fail -.-
but in the end nvr -.-
hai mei also did quite well :)
very happy for them :D

btw, atticus has a race tomorrow
on sunday
sprint triathalon :)
he has been training hard

will be cheering 4 him :)

Go Atticus! Go! Go! :D
yay :D
lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol
anyways, jus do ur best :)
u can do it!

2009-09-09T20:42:00.002+08:00

he didnt survive... :(
after i shut down my laptop on monday,
atticus told me tat he jus buried him
i was sad
realy...sad...
i noe tat atticus would be sad too
then i was worried
dunnoe why, jus worried bout him

i msg him
i didnt wan 2 disturb him
yet i was worried at the same time
so i sent him msgs

then went for tkd on tuesday
was still waiting 4 him 2 reply
he replied at bout 5 plus
when i was with hai mei waiting 4 tkd to start
jus one word "reply:)" -.-
like tat
but i was still relieved

then training was quite tough
my first sparring match :)
for me, i tink i did not good enough
but i manage to kick my opponent's chest though :)

fell during training -.-
lol lol lol lol lol lol
fell on my butt then bcos of impact, i slide backwards -.-
everyone laughed =.=
sian...
no one try to help me up -.-
haiz...

friday my coach giving us treat
dunnoe if i shld go
cos many ppl goin
wei yuan ask me to go
hai mei say she goin
i dun feel like goin
cos fear tat i'll be left out =.=
aways end up like tat
cos in big group =.=
so i dunnoe if i shld go

then, atticus msg me say tat he was cycling
when i jus ended tkd training
when at tiong, he msg me say tat he's at ecp 0.o
late le...tat time was 11.56pm 0.o

i tot tat he was training -.-
then he tell me say tat it was for fun
cycle to ecp, then cycle home 0.o
a bit too extreme le...
then he reached home at 2 plus am -.-
i was waiting 4 his reply cos i told him to msg me when he reached home
by tat time, i was half asleep le...
he told me tat he cycle 80 km 0.o
crazy guy -.-

2day, which is wednesday, i went out with leeyi, song wen, chee sian and later meet elena
watch movie where got ghost? -.-
got frightened to death, -.-
sian...
swear tat i wun watch horror movie le...
unless with... :D shhhhh....

then went to funan mall to fix song wen's laptop
after tat eat ice cream at benten cafe :D
nice ice cream!
eat till very full...
like the ice cream there :)

had fun :)
lots of fun though i would have prefer another movie :)
anyways I HAD FUN!!!!
so thanks guys!!! :D

yup :)
no still the same...
playing facebook games, -.-
with my handphone beside me
waiting for his reply... always... =.=

i've got a funny feeling tat when this dream is over,
i'll be badly hurt,
n he will be able to walk away
with no injuries....

i'm tired...both mentally n physically
wana giv up but cant
like him so much tat's why i jus cant let it go
i would jus have to let this dream end
slowly...
n when it ends,
i'm gonna be injured real bad... =.=

2009-09-07T20:36:00.002+08:00

not feeling too well 2day
dun feel like waking up in the morning
plus my throat hurts :(
n i sweat even though when it's not hot

but im not a good girl 2day :p
noe tat im sick but still eat kit kat
then later got a headache :(
sian...

i remember this feeling when i was sick e last time
took 2 days to recover
wonder how long would i take to recover this time

i dun wana get sick
i wan go tkd tmr
mus drink lots n lots of water >:(

atticus told me tat his hamster got brain infection
if cant cure by wednesday, he hav to put him to sleep :(
no i dun wan this to happen
i realy hope tat his hamster will get well
hoping, wishing, crossing my fingers realy hard

i dun wan to see an animal die
i dun wan to see him sad again
i noe tat he is very close to his hamster
please get well soon...

2009-09-06T15:51:00.002+08:00

haiz...
2day is a lazy day
a bit emo 2day -.-
did nit go 4 e tkd nationals
even though most of my team players sparring 2day
damn sad sia...
wanted to go -.-
but parents dun allow

then 2day went supermarket
buy groceries with my mum n sis
dad went to buy slippers :)
my mum spent up to $122 0.o
jus on groceries...

told atticus bout my blog le... :)
dunnoe if he realy will read anot
says tat he goin camp 2day :)
hope he have fun there :D
if u got read, tag on my cbox k? :)

so sori hai mei...
tat i couldnt go 2day :(
realy realy wanted 2 go...
sori...

i told him...to read my blog
wan him to read it
hopes he understands

nothing much 2day...
jus a very boring day -.-

2009-09-05T22:54:00.003+08:00

Tried changing my blog skin -.-
give up le... =.=
lol lol lol lol lol lol
anyway thanks to the only person who tried to help me :)
LEEYI!!!!
THANKS A LOT!!!!!
haha :D
she's the best frien i ever had!!!! :D
YAY!
friens for more than 3 years!!! :)
remember i meet her in e canteen :) of stc
then later in girl guides...
bleah...tat cca sucks like hell man =.=
regeted goin there :D
but definitely not regreting meeting leeyi! :D

2009-09-05T21:13:00.001+08:00

Hi, it's me again -.-
finally im able to get songs on my blog! >.<
arent i cool? >.<

i like this song: i want to change the world :)
y?
bcos i want to change the world!!! *joking*
:D
i took days trying to get music on my blog -.-
*joking*
actually hours is more like it :)
n finally :)
i've got the results!
there are three songs in total :)
listen to them all ok???

im waiting for his reply...
tomorrow is sunday alrdy...
-.-
haiz... i hope he did not forget...
im still thinking bout the cat keychain
realy hoping that he wun reject me >.<

if u wan to reject me, give me back the cat keychain ok?
hope he is not so blur till he did not realise tat i like him... -.-
him being blur is wat i like about him though :)

bathe cody 2day :)
found a tick on his body 0.o
a baby one... 0.o
tink is from the pets villa
the place where i did my volunteer work
hope tat wun be more on his body...
poor cody...
love him lots <3

Melek did not reply me yet
told me tat she may not be goin tomorrow
pls go >.<
i wana see lily again :)
who is lily?
:D
it's the pug tat i had fallen in love with at the pets villa :)
she is so...i dunnoe how to say it :)
anyways we had 'forces of attraction' between the two of us :D
*joking*
sori cody :) knew u will be jealous :p
probably will tear lily to shreds :D
"ok tat's not a gd thing..."

wat did i do 2day?
hmmm...
oh ya...
adding music on my blog... -.-
one whole day wasted -.-
oso watched kuroshistuji too :D
quite happy 2day :D
being busy keep my minds off things...
a lot of things...
how i wish school will reopen soon! :)

my tongue got burned during dinner -.-
hav this tingling feeling at first before the pain...
nice...
*sadist* -.-

ok now i have msn (thanks atticus), facebook (aso thanks atticus -.-) n a blog (thanks songwen n leeyi n hai mei)
y im thanking them?
atticus kept asking me to get an account in msn n facebook
*the part tat u go around telling ppl tat i din noe wat msn is is not needed though* -.-
so thanks :)
songwen has a blog, leeyi has a blog, hai mei has a blog... so... i got myself a blog due to peer pressure :D
so thanks...

hope the cut on my leg will heal before tkd training on tuesday -.-
or else i die le...
*kidding*

i din go for the tkd nationals 2day...
maybe tomorrow can if melek not goin to pets villa...
i wana go pets villa!!!!
see those cats n dogs :)
so sori for not goin tkd 2day, hai mei
but with the three gys n kl is enough to keep u company rite :p
im in the way again...

hope he will see my blog...
havent told himyet though :p
say i wana forget bout him
but not tat easy
cos i see him almost everyday in school...
n oso i like him so much <3
it's not like me to be so...like this...
my first time actually

he did say he dun read blogs
but hope he will read my :)
hope, wish, crossing fingers...
i will tell him!
swear, promise, cross my heart... :)

ok now all tat's left is getting the blog skin done :)
hope i can conquer tat problem :)
i can do it! Tigers are invincible! :D
RAWR!!!!

2009-09-05T12:48:00.000+08:00

This is my first blog -.-
i have nvr done this before.
jus realised tat my blog very empty... -.-
lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol
someone come help me!
-.-
ok let's get real....
went to east coast park with my frienz
who? Atticus, alicia, eunice and jacky
had a hell of a time
i cycle
alicia, jacky and eunice rollerblade
atticus xlider (something like a waveboard except it is not a board)

cycle like shit -.-
for 4 years never cycle le
my frienz were kind enough to help me
scared i crash into bush or drain but nvr
heng sia :)

went to skatepark
very fun :)
atticus and jacky tried doing stunts
fail
but they had fun
alicia went n try
got stuck in the deep "hole-like" thing
she tried to get out
jacky tried to pull her out
but she still stuck :D
then jacky let go of her hand and she slide back in :D
like a "potato" (no offense) :)

before we went out of the skatepark
atticus wanted to try going down the ramps on his xlider
say he wanted to conquer that ramp
he went down e first ramp smoothly
then i saw him crash after he went down e second one 0.o
got a shock of my life
from where i stood
it look pretty bad
but he stood up :)
not seriously hurt :)
heng sia:)
dun giv me heart attacks alrdy lah... :)

jacky said he wanted to try
then he saw atticus crash so he did not
coward -.-
but he aso poor thing lah...
fell on his butt twice tat day :D
mus be very pain 0.o
dunnoe how to rollerblade still say noe
liar -.-

i sat on e bike with eunice fetching me :)
tat was one fun ride
nvr tried before
a big thanks to eunice! :D
i mus be heavy rite?

got cut on my foot by a brunch :)
eunice it is ok :)
no need to say sori :)
lol lol lol lol lol

then went to macs eat
wash hands and e cut on my leg first :)
atticus was concern bout e cut on my leg :)
thanks :) jus a tiny cut :)

later went to play pool
got paired up with jacky
eunice n atticus
alicia n her frien, janet
we lost partically every single time -.-
i suck at pool -.-
jacky so sori
u played very well :)

atticus played very well too (he's a pro)
everyone played well

then i got a little emo
cos i tired -.-
sori guys, im like tat when im tired
so i called leeyi
she understands
i told her he was here
"the person i like"
she noes who i refering to
i told her i wanted to forget bout him
tired alrdy
but i still like him
i was so confused at tat time
thanks leeyi for talking to me :)

went home after pool
cos eunice and atticus need to go
i went home too
eunice took different bus from us
alicia went with janet
jacky followed me n atticus to eunos mrt station
then jacky took bus back home

i sat mrt train with atticus
talked bout if he coming with melek n i on sunday to pets villa
he say he will tell me if he can make it -.-
he said tat his hip hurts from the fall
hope u r ok now :) r u?
he ask me if he shld run or walk
told him walk cos he's late anyways
then he said wat if got gay paedophile rape him -.-
lol lol lol lol lol
wun lah... (who wan 2 rape him?) *joking*
he got off at aljunied mrt station
told me to be careful cos late le...
thanks :) so sweet >.<

went home feeling tired n like a roadkill
realise tat i did not see the cat keychain on his bag tat day
was damn sad n emo
maybe he knew alrdy
i tink im obvious enough
hope he wun reject

then i sms hai mei saying tat im not goin 4 tkd nationals
sori :( dun feel like goin
tired both physically n mentally :(
she told me something
i was a little stunned
hai mei, jus follow ur heart
it's not tat i dun wana help u but u've got to choose on ur own
the only thing i can do is to support whatever decision u make
i'll cheer u on :) cross my heart <3

a BIG THANK YOU to Alicia, Eunice, Jacky and Atticus for yesterday, giving me a very fun time! :D