2day went 2 do volunteer work at pets villa
as usual
however, atticus came along too
with his parents n his 2 boxes, sza sza n angel :)

he oso helped out with e work at pets villa
although there isnt much 2 do
as another volunteer worker had done all e work le...
so most of e time, we played with e dogs -.-

pets villa is very far in
at pasir ris farmway 2 i tink... =.=
or maybe it's farmway 1 =.=
watever -.-
anyway, it's very far from e bus stop

n my legs r aching alrdy =.=
*sob* giv me a break =.=

met melek there :)
joy n stephanie came too
2 interview e person in-charge there
about e dog charity walk project ting

met 2 dogs there
one came from pulau ubin
his leg got caught in a pig-trap
n has 2 be amputated
so he has only 3 legs
his coat colour is sadle-brown n black
n he's very handsome >.<
fell in love with him at first sight :D
i loved his eyes :)
soft brown eyes
n he's a shy guy :D

e other one is in a much worse condition
paralysed neck-down
got knocked down by a car at east coast there
wounds looked pretty painful n bad
but im sure he/she is healing fast :)
dunnoe if it's a girl or guy :)
cos nvr get 2 go near him/her :D

there, we did de-ticking on some dogs
Chocolate, Toffee n Joey :)
found out tat Joey is a mini-maltese
a little surprised cos i tot tat he is a chihuahua
Joey looks much better nowadays :D
cos melek has been taking good care of him :)

there's lots of ticks on Chocolate n Toffee >.<
some r so fat tat i dun even there 2 pluck it out :(
ew...gross...
atticus said he wanted 2 PLAY with e TICKS
there's dogs there 2 play with man...
y choose e TICKS?!
he squished one with a spoon...
all e blood ooze out =.=
*sick*
he cut one up with a scissors
blood did not ooze out
instead, e tick jus split into half =.=
at least he seemed 2 be enjoying himself,
playing with e TICKS
*sick*

went home feeling icky n tired
bathe straight away
then eat dinner
fell alseep 4 awhile
then...blah blah blah
im bored le...

n i got a surprise
Angel called me!!!! XD
so long le sia!!!!
she told me say tat her exams coming soon :)
n ask me 2 go ecp with her after her exams :D
sooo looking forward 2 go out with her! XD
jus hope tat she wun let me wait for 3 hours
then dun show up =.=
like wat happened last time =.=

ok nothing 2 say le... -.-
the end....

ok all these r pics of ruki from e Gazette :D

like him >.<

plus he has a nice voice :D

n im including a pic of cloud too >.<

(got all these from e internet) :D

Ok :)
finally got tat huge space outta my way :)
lol

dun realy wana talk about 2day =.=
sorry guys,
i'll be lying if i said tat i had a fun time with u all at ecp 2day :(

true i did enjoy myself at some time
but most of e time, i was jus spacing out =.=
n i nvr realy get 2... =.=
i cant say -.-
but im disappointed...really :(

i spent most of e time wondering if whether
i shld invite haimei, wei yuan, david n nick 2 go ecp with me -.-
one third of e time wishing tat they were e ones goin ecp with me
sorry guys :(

i did try playing e swave board
my cycling improved
n i've got two blue-blacks on my right leg

2day, i realy missed haimei n e three 'gays'
oh! sorry :D
"guys" :P

ytd was very very very fun at tkd training :D
haimei saw a dead cockroach at e sports hall
while we were laying out e mats :D

she pointed it out 2 me
n i had a huge, mischevious idea :D
haimei is scared of cockroaches :D

so i picked up e cockroach
(it's a nymph, by e way)
by its feelers n walked towards haimei :P
grinning :D

of cos, haimei dropped e mats tat she was carrying
n ran away :D
asking me 2 not 2 go near her :D

then kiam lam walked past
he saw e cockroach in my hand
n he ran away too :P

then i wanted 2 scare e rest of e tkd ppl :)
but as i walked towards them
e feelers broke of n e cockroach dropped onto e floor
quite a few times :D
n each time it dropped onto e floor
haimei would tell me :D

then i gave up :)
n went 2 haimei again
instead :P
she ran away again :D
i decided not 2 scare her anymore
:D
so i threw e cockroach away
in her direction :P

after awhile
we went back to laying e mats :)
while haimei was laying e mats
i sneak up behind her :D
n she screamed n ran away when she saw me :D

first time i heard her scream :D

she tot tat i was holding a cockroach in my hand
or hiding it in my pocket :D

i had fun :P

i skipped e rest of e tkd training
as i wana slack :P
but i did practice my pattern :)

nick cant train cos her sprain his ankle
wei yuan n some other guys got leg cramps =.=
abigail hurt her knee (i tink)

haimei got it worse
she sparred with a black belt guy
n got blue-black on both her legs :(
ouch...mus hav hurt a lot
she cant walk fast

i went 2 get ice 4 her 2 make an ice-pack
4 her legs
n oso helped her refilled her bottle :)
haimei, u owe me $20 :P
*joking*

then missed e bus 69
we were alrdy at e bus stop loz...
e bus did stopped
xiao hei, wei yuan n nick got on e bus
i was with hai mei as she cant walk fast
kian lam n abigail was behind us

i saw xiao hei asking e bus driver 2 wait 4 us
but e bus driver ignored him
n drove off =.=
heartless creep >:(

so haimei, kian lam, abigail n me
had 2 wait 4 e next 69 2 arrive

went home feeling tired, legs aching
my right leg like got some problem
when i put my full weight on my right leg
it will start 2 shake
eunice told me tat it's bcos i over exert my leg
n i cant kick properly with my right leg :(
but im glad 2 say tat my 360 kicks had improved a little :D

i do not feel very motivated in doin e project 4 e dog charity walk
atticus sent everyone n email
with some designs he had came up 4 e posters we were suppose 2 make
everyone except me >:(
told him alrdy
he still din sent e email 2 me >:(
oh man....
very sian....
i realy dunnoe if im part of tat team anot
realy realy realy dun feel motivated le :'(

Remember i asked if dante vs cloud, who will win? :)
leeyi said tat dante will win e fight
cos dante is a badass
while cloud is a good-for-nothing

haimei n i agreed tat cloud looks like a golden retriever puppy :D
he does look like one! >.<

help me rate these guys :D

Cloud:

Sephiroth:

Nero:

Dante:

Anyways :D

all these guys r very good looking :)

n i like them all :)

n they all have very awesome characters!!!! XD

i jus found out that jasmine you of versailles

passed away on e 9th of august 2009

im not realy a fan of versailles,

but i do like their songs

n it's jus so sudden tat

jasmine had passed away

the members n staff of versailles

r shocked n stunned when they learned

tat he had passed away

He'll be missed by e many fans of versailles

im sure of tat

versailles is a visual kei band

the band members r:

kamijo--vocals

hizaki--guitar

teru--guitarjasmine you--bass guitar (deceased)

yuki--drums

the band concept of versailles is

"the absolute youshikibi (beauty of form) sound and aestheticism"

yesterday i had tkd training

b4 tat, i went out to lunch with wei yuan, nick, david, abigail n clarissa

we went to tampines mall to eat

dunnoe tampines 1 or e other malls

then after tat, we went 2 e arcade 2 play

e boys, except david, played tekken 6 at e arcade -.-

tekken 6 coming 2 psp only in nov =.=

2 months later.... =.=

so long.... -.-

after tat, we went back sch

i was wondering if hai mei was goin 4 tkd anot

so at bout 6 plus, i called her handphone

she rejected my call!!!!

i realy tot tat she angry with me... =.=

was scared tat she angry with me =.=

4 dunnoe wat reason

then when she came,

i ask her y reject my call

then she laughed!

wah liao...still can laugh... =.=

ppl alrdy worried leh...

anyways, she laughed like mad :D

say tat i very funny...

cos she alrdy reject my call

yet i still keep calling :)

i found out tat nick got e computer version of devil may cry 4!

i wan! >.<

i sooooo wan 2 play devil may cry :D

he say he gonna bring his laptop on thursday

then pass me e game :D

yay!

hope he doesnt 4get though :)

i will be damn disappointed if he 4gets...

tkd training, i sparred with 4 ppl! :D

2day nothing happened -.-

jus slept e whole day -.-

friday goin 2 ecp with alicia, eunice n atticus

contacted some of my classmates

all except few replied -.-

sian...i hate it when ppl dun reply my sms >:(

YAY!!! :D
jus saw haimei's blog :)
she maybe coming 4 training
cos she ended her work le :)

i dunnoe if it's my character or im jus plain lazy
i dun realy care much bout blogging or even updating my blog
nowadays... =.=
cos no one reads anyways =.=
n... im being emo AGAIN -.-
dun mind me =.=

emo cos haimei not goin 4 next few tkd training
then no one will follow me le...
haiz... =.=
i oso dun feel like goin tkd training le...
but got grading coming
have 2 go sia... :(

n emo cos very very long nvr go out with leeyi n song wen le...
miss them much >.<
wan 2 go out with them soon :)

then....tmr got tkd training
friday maybe going east coast park
with eunice n alicia
dunnoe if atti or jacky will go =.=
sian sia....

very sian sia....!!!

let's not talk bout past few days...
2day went labrador park :)
brought cody along too :D
he was so excited :)
running about
i like labrador park
it's so quiet there :)
not many ppl...
there's a playground there too >.<

went to play with my sis
nvr take pics cos 4got 2 bring my phone :D
"bcos im not waiting 4 any replies anymore" :)

nice playing at e playground
though it may seem childish :)
i dun care >:)
when playing at e playground
i felt like a child again :D
an innocent child... jus fooling around
at e playground :)
i had lots of fun! :D
all e bad memories were being temporarily 4gotten :D

so nice sia.... :D
wana go there again :)

we forced cody 2 go down a slide at e playground :D
he was scared out of his wits :D
then in e end,
i jus carried him n jus slide down e slide :D

we went home feeling very tired :)
not hungry at all -.-
cody jus went 2 his crate n plonk down 2 sleep -.-
he mus have been very tired :D
anyways, i know tat everyone had fun :)
especially cody! :D

recently, im hooked onto e anime
Devil May Cry :D
i saw e ps 3 game Devil May Cry 4
Nero is cool :D
all along wanted 2 watch e anime
but dun hav time
till now :D
then i realised e anime is so damn
AWESOME!!! XD
Dante is soooooo cool!!!

who is Dante? -.-

he is a half devil, his mother is a human, father is a devil
his father is a devil lord named Sparda.
Dante also ave a twin brother named Vergil
his weapons are a pair of guns, one black, the other white
and a huge sword.
the white gun is named Ivory, while the black gun is named Ebony
his sword is named Rebellion.

Dante operates as a mercenary
though usually he only accept jobs that involves him to kill devils.

Really! the anime is really worth watching! XD

Dante is so awesome :)
but i wonder, if Dante Vs Cloud, who will win?
Dante Vs Sephiroth, who will win? -.-
i would love 2 watch them fight each other :D
cos i bet, it will be one hell of a fight! XD

hi again,
it had been a very emo week 4 me =.=
some reasons i cant say y
though close frienz of mine would noe

b4 tat i felt bounded to invisible chains
of worry, jealousy n fustration
then...
i was free again
like b4

but freedom does not come without a price
during tkd on thursday
i was emoing around

like wat wei yuan n nick said
wei yuan: angry n sad
nick: agony

i WAS in agony
WAS
thanks anyways 4 those who r concern bout me
especially hai mei
who tried 2 cheer me up :D
i had done enough thinking alrdy
oh ya, n 2 those who noes wat happened
pls keep it a secret :)

i drew a seal 2day :)
one of my best drawings :)
though i only had 4 in total =.=

not ready to upload all of my drawings pics yet
:D
wait till i get better in drawing :)

with the soft snow beneath my paws
i ran through the forest of siberia
with freedom as my partner
i unleashed my wild spirit
as a herd of caribou ran past
i raced after them
enjoying the taste of freedom
once again....

u noe wat... -.-
i dun even feel like writing in this blog now -.-
very emo on monday :(
got e meeting with e vet tech seniors
but very very very emo :(
so emo till i dun even feel like updating my blog

felt better on tuesday though
jus a little :(
went for e tp scholarship interview
din noe tat it was for tp scholarship -.-

till e woman ask "how will u contribute back to the school if u r awarded e tp scholarship?"
i was replying halfway then she interupted me -.-
say tat i went out of point
:(
lol lol lol
hate her 2 e core sia >:(
hate interviews too!!!!!
Argh!!!

im learning how 2 draw animals now -.-
drew a mutated rabbit with a huge mouth :D
lol lol lol lol lol
hai mei still say nice though :)

tuesday had a good talk with david :)
told me his secret :p
shhhh....i cant say
i promise him le... :D
then he bombarded me with lots of question -.-
i got answer lah...
but he always laugh at my answer -.-

2day i drew a fox -.-
with weird looking eyes -.-
i swear!
i follow e book
n e eyes realy r like tat :D
lol lol lol lol
i realy suck at drawing... =.=

then my hotmail account not working
cant delete or read any of my emails :(
sian sia...
n kent jus sent me n impt email bout e charity dog walk thing :(
n i cant read it!!!

GREAT!!! -.-
i totally suck a lot -.-
dun ask me y -.-
cant even read email or do a simple drawing -.-
haiz... bye

2day went 2 do volunteer work at pets villa

met melek at white sands there

then went 2 pets villa 2gether

we took bus 88

cross a road -.-

then walked by a small lane beside a huge canal =.=

while walking, melek spotted a small frog

on the pathway

it was so small

it could get squished by us without us knowing -.-

i tried catching it

very hard 2 get hold of it cos it's so small

i had 2 be extra careful n gentle

cos i dun wana squish the tiny fella :D

i went 2 the grass 2 release it

but b4 tat, melek took pictures of it

at pet's villa, i helped bathe the dogs, bibi and toffee

i oso helped clean the cage of five kittens n their mother cat

those kittens were very naughty -.-

i got bitten n scratched
as they played with my hands while i changed the newspaper in the cage
their mother jus stared at me -.-

n one of the five kitten jumped out of the cage
hid under a table
i had 2 go find it
caught it n placed it back in the cage

now got bite marks on my hand -.-

then i helped clean the cages of the cats
i sweeped the floor
while i sweeped the cage floor, the cats all stared at me

it felt like they were watching me
making me feel like they are stalking me
they kept on staring at me
a little creepy -.-

as i sweeped the cages
i walked right into a spider web
i knew i had walked into a spider web cos got this feeling like something jus brushed against my skin 0.o
n i noe
when there's a spider web
there's bound to be a spider

i looked around
feeling a little afraid n nervous
spiders r not exactly my favourite
at first i didnt see it
then i saw
a big fat spider rite in front of me
jus a few cm from my face 0.o

of cos i was scared
i dun fancy finding spiders rite in my face =.=
but i dint scream :)
i dun scream like some silly girls do all the time when they see insects :p

but i was SCARED
froze for a moment
then i inched away from the spider
it moved!!!! 0.o
towards me! 0.o
cos the web was stuck to me still
i continue moving away -.-

finally i got away
scared
but felt terrible sorry for the spider
cos i destroyed it's web
it takes days for a spider to spin a perfect web
lots of hard work
i felt a little guilty :(

but it was one hell of an experience 0.0

i took some pic at pets villa too :D
uploaded it on facebook
if u guys have the time :)
go check it out :)

atticus told me he did well in 2day's race
he was very tired
good for him :)
to be able to improve :)

tmr have 2 go back sch at 1pm
to meet up with vet tech seniors
for the dog grooming thing
melek told me :)
hope tat it will be fun :D

on thursday got tkd training
atticus also have triathalon training
he told me tat he cycled 80 km, swam 31 km
dunnoe he ran how many km on thursday

anyways, met him at e overhead bridge
scare me when i walking -.-
idiot... -.- *joking*

re-learned pattern tat day
but 4got alrdy -.-
can only remember a little

then tat day sparred with some of the seniors
they very strong sia... -.-
got owned -.-

wei yuan got owned too -.-
bam, bam, bam, bam
4 kicks to the his abdomen :)
by a national player :D

hai mei say tat his legs were shaking
he scared lah... -.-
i didnt expect him to be scared
cos he like sparring so much -.-

then on friday went for tkd outing
went to watch movie: nine
ok lah the movie :)

i understand it but wei yuan and david did not
hahahash :D
lol lol lol lol lol lol
hai mei also understand it -.-
nick also understand it -.-

then later went arcade play -.-
i did not play anything though bcos by then i alrdy very tired
wei yuan play the car racing games
drive like mad sia...
hai mei say tat she wun wan to sit in his car
if he is the driver :D

yup, i agree :p

then hai mei n nick play the basketball game
i dun like balls n im scared of them so i his behind a wall -.-
got bad experience... -.- in primary sch...

then we went sakura to eat
coach treat us :D
eat halfway then very full le... =.=
dun feel like eating much...

i tink bcos e place very crowded
i dun like crowds
i prefer quiet places

hai mei seemed to be sick
i was worried bout her
told her drink water
she drank milo instead -.-
but later on she seems okay :)
hope she's ok :)

finish eating at 9 plus -.-
the place closes at 9.30 -.-
then some of them say wan to play pool
but very late le
so i need to get home

thanks for the outing and the treat :D
i had a lot of fun :D
got the pics uploaded in facebook :D

got my result tat day too
i got 3.45 points :)
passed every thing
atticus and hai mei passed everything too
atticus thought tat he will fail pipc
he was so prepared 4 e pipc sub-paper -.-
he even studied 4 it in advance -.-
so sure tat he will fail -.-
but in the end nvr -.-
hai mei also did quite well :)
very happy for them :D

btw, atticus has a race tomorrow
on sunday
sprint triathalon :)
he has been training hard

will be cheering 4 him :)

Go Atticus! Go! Go! :D
yay :D
lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol
anyways, jus do ur best :)
u can do it!

he didnt survive... :(
after i shut down my laptop on monday,
atticus told me tat he jus buried him
i was sad
realy...sad...
i noe tat atticus would be sad too
then i was worried
dunnoe why, jus worried bout him

i msg him
i didnt wan 2 disturb him
yet i was worried at the same time
so i sent him msgs

then went for tkd on tuesday
was still waiting 4 him 2 reply
he replied at bout 5 plus
when i was with hai mei waiting 4 tkd to start
jus one word "reply:)" -.-
like tat
but i was still relieved

then training was quite tough
my first sparring match :)
for me, i tink i did not good enough
but i manage to kick my opponent's chest though :)

fell during training -.-
lol lol lol lol lol lol
fell on my butt then bcos of impact, i slide backwards -.-
everyone laughed =.=
sian...
no one try to help me up -.-
haiz...

friday my coach giving us treat
dunnoe if i shld go
cos many ppl goin
wei yuan ask me to go
hai mei say she goin
i dun feel like goin
cos fear tat i'll be left out =.=
aways end up like tat
cos in big group =.=
so i dunnoe if i shld go

then, atticus msg me say tat he was cycling
when i jus ended tkd training
when at tiong, he msg me say tat he's at ecp 0.o
late le...tat time was 11.56pm 0.o

i tot tat he was training -.-
then he tell me say tat it was for fun
cycle to ecp, then cycle home 0.o
a bit too extreme le...
then he reached home at 2 plus am -.-
i was waiting 4 his reply cos i told him to msg me when he reached home
by tat time, i was half asleep le...
he told me tat he cycle 80 km 0.o
crazy guy -.-

2day, which is wednesday, i went out with leeyi, song wen, chee sian and later meet elena
watch movie where got ghost? -.-
got frightened to death, -.-
sian...
swear tat i wun watch horror movie le...
unless with... :D shhhhh....

then went to funan mall to fix song wen's laptop
after tat eat ice cream at benten cafe :D
nice ice cream!
eat till very full...
like the ice cream there :)

had fun :)
lots of fun though i would have prefer another movie :)
anyways I HAD FUN!!!!
so thanks guys!!! :D

yup :)
no still the same...
playing facebook games, -.-
with my handphone beside me
waiting for his reply... always... =.=

i've got a funny feeling tat when this dream is over,
i'll be badly hurt,
n he will be able to walk away
with no injuries....

i'm tired...both mentally n physically
wana giv up but cant
like him so much tat's why i jus cant let it go
i would jus have to let this dream end
slowly...
n when it ends,
i'm gonna be injured real bad... =.=

not feeling too well 2day
dun feel like waking up in the morning
plus my throat hurts :(
n i sweat even though when it's not hot

but im not a good girl 2day :p
noe tat im sick but still eat kit kat
then later got a headache :(
sian...

i remember this feeling when i was sick e last time
took 2 days to recover
wonder how long would i take to recover this time

i dun wana get sick
i wan go tkd tmr
mus drink lots n lots of water >:(

atticus told me tat his hamster got brain infection
if cant cure by wednesday, he hav to put him to sleep :(
no i dun wan this to happen
i realy hope tat his hamster will get well
hoping, wishing, crossing my fingers realy hard

i dun wan to see an animal die
i dun wan to see him sad again
i noe tat he is very close to his hamster
please get well soon...

haiz...
2day is a lazy day
a bit emo 2day -.-
did nit go 4 e tkd nationals
even though most of my team players sparring 2day
damn sad sia...
wanted to go -.-
but parents dun allow

then 2day went supermarket
buy groceries with my mum n sis
dad went to buy slippers :)
my mum spent up to $122 0.o
jus on groceries...

told atticus bout my blog le... :)
dunnoe if he realy will read anot
says tat he goin camp 2day :)
hope he have fun there :D
if u got read, tag on my cbox k? :)

so sori hai mei...
tat i couldnt go 2day :(
realy realy wanted 2 go...
sori...

i told him...to read my blog
wan him to read it
hopes he understands

nothing much 2day...
jus a very boring day -.-

Tried changing my blog skin -.-
give up le... =.=
lol lol lol lol lol lol
anyway thanks to the only person who tried to help me :)
LEEYI!!!!
THANKS A LOT!!!!!
haha :D
she's the best frien i ever had!!!! :D
YAY!
friens for more than 3 years!!! :)
remember i meet her in e canteen :) of stc
then later in girl guides...
bleah...tat cca sucks like hell man =.=
regeted goin there :D
but definitely not regreting meeting leeyi! :D

Hi, it's me again -.-
finally im able to get songs on my blog! >.<
arent i cool? >.<

i like this song: i want to change the world :)
y?
bcos i want to change the world!!! *joking*
:D
i took days trying to get music on my blog -.-
*joking*
actually hours is more like it :)
n finally :)
i've got the results!
there are three songs in total :)
listen to them all ok???

im waiting for his reply...
tomorrow is sunday alrdy...
-.-
haiz... i hope he did not forget...
im still thinking bout the cat keychain
realy hoping that he wun reject me >.<

if u wan to reject me, give me back the cat keychain ok?
hope he is not so blur till he did not realise tat i like him... -.-
him being blur is wat i like about him though :)

bathe cody 2day :)
found a tick on his body 0.o
a baby one... 0.o
tink is from the pets villa
the place where i did my volunteer work
hope tat wun be more on his body...
poor cody...
love him lots <3

Melek did not reply me yet
told me tat she may not be goin tomorrow
pls go >.<
i wana see lily again :)
who is lily?
:D
it's the pug tat i had fallen in love with at the pets villa :)
she is so...i dunnoe how to say it :)
anyways we had 'forces of attraction' between the two of us :D
*joking*
sori cody :) knew u will be jealous :p
probably will tear lily to shreds :D
"ok tat's not a gd thing..."

wat did i do 2day?
hmmm...
oh ya...
adding music on my blog... -.-
one whole day wasted -.-
oso watched kuroshistuji too :D
quite happy 2day :D
being busy keep my minds off things...
a lot of things...
how i wish school will reopen soon! :)

my tongue got burned during dinner -.-
hav this tingling feeling at first before the pain...
nice...
*sadist* -.-

ok now i have msn (thanks atticus), facebook (aso thanks atticus -.-) n a blog (thanks songwen n leeyi n hai mei)
y im thanking them?
atticus kept asking me to get an account in msn n facebook
*the part tat u go around telling ppl tat i din noe wat msn is is not needed though* -.-
so thanks :)
songwen has a blog, leeyi has a blog, hai mei has a blog... so... i got myself a blog due to peer pressure :D
so thanks...

hope the cut on my leg will heal before tkd training on tuesday -.-
or else i die le...
*kidding*

i din go for the tkd nationals 2day...
maybe tomorrow can if melek not goin to pets villa...
i wana go pets villa!!!!
see those cats n dogs :)
so sori for not goin tkd 2day, hai mei
but with the three gys n kl is enough to keep u company rite :p
im in the way again...

hope he will see my blog...
havent told himyet though :p
say i wana forget bout him
but not tat easy
cos i see him almost everyday in school...
n oso i like him so much <3
it's not like me to be so...like this...
my first time actually

he did say he dun read blogs
but hope he will read my :)
hope, wish, crossing fingers...
i will tell him!
swear, promise, cross my heart... :)

ok now all tat's left is getting the blog skin done :)
hope i can conquer tat problem :)
i can do it! Tigers are invincible! :D
RAWR!!!!

This is my first blog -.-
i have nvr done this before.
jus realised tat my blog very empty... -.-
lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol
someone come help me!
-.-
ok let's get real....
went to east coast park with my frienz
who? Atticus, alicia, eunice and jacky
had a hell of a time
i cycle
alicia, jacky and eunice rollerblade
atticus xlider (something like a waveboard except it is not a board)

cycle like shit -.-
for 4 years never cycle le
my frienz were kind enough to help me
scared i crash into bush or drain but nvr
heng sia :)

went to skatepark
very fun :)
atticus and jacky tried doing stunts
fail
but they had fun
alicia went n try
got stuck in the deep "hole-like" thing
she tried to get out
jacky tried to pull her out
but she still stuck :D
then jacky let go of her hand and she slide back in :D
like a "potato" (no offense) :)

before we went out of the skatepark
atticus wanted to try going down the ramps on his xlider
say he wanted to conquer that ramp
he went down e first ramp smoothly
then i saw him crash after he went down e second one 0.o
got a shock of my life
from where i stood
it look pretty bad
but he stood up :)
not seriously hurt :)
heng sia:)
dun giv me heart attacks alrdy lah... :)

jacky said he wanted to try
then he saw atticus crash so he did not
coward -.-
but he aso poor thing lah...
fell on his butt twice tat day :D
mus be very pain 0.o
dunnoe how to rollerblade still say noe
liar -.-

i sat on e bike with eunice fetching me :)
tat was one fun ride
nvr tried before
a big thanks to eunice! :D
i mus be heavy rite?

got cut on my foot by a brunch :)
eunice it is ok :)
no need to say sori :)
lol lol lol lol lol

then went to macs eat
wash hands and e cut on my leg first :)
atticus was concern bout e cut on my leg :)
thanks :) jus a tiny cut :)

later went to play pool
got paired up with jacky
eunice n atticus
alicia n her frien, janet
we lost partically every single time -.-
i suck at pool -.-
jacky so sori
u played very well :)

atticus played very well too (he's a pro)
everyone played well

then i got a little emo
cos i tired -.-
sori guys, im like tat when im tired
so i called leeyi
she understands
i told her he was here
"the person i like"
she noes who i refering to
i told her i wanted to forget bout him
tired alrdy
but i still like him
i was so confused at tat time
thanks leeyi for talking to me :)

went home after pool
cos eunice and atticus need to go
i went home too
eunice took different bus from us
alicia went with janet
jacky followed me n atticus to eunos mrt station
then jacky took bus back home

i sat mrt train with atticus
talked bout if he coming with melek n i on sunday to pets villa
he say he will tell me if he can make it -.-
he said tat his hip hurts from the fall
hope u r ok now :) r u?
he ask me if he shld run or walk
told him walk cos he's late anyways
then he said wat if got gay paedophile rape him -.-
lol lol lol lol lol
wun lah... (who wan 2 rape him?) *joking*
he got off at aljunied mrt station
told me to be careful cos late le...
thanks :) so sweet >.<

went home feeling tired n like a roadkill
realise tat i did not see the cat keychain on his bag tat day
was damn sad n emo
maybe he knew alrdy
i tink im obvious enough
hope he wun reject

then i sms hai mei saying tat im not goin 4 tkd nationals
sori :( dun feel like goin
tired both physically n mentally :(
she told me something
i was a little stunned
hai mei, jus follow ur heart
it's not tat i dun wana help u but u've got to choose on ur own
the only thing i can do is to support whatever decision u make
i'll cheer u on :) cross my heart <3

a BIG THANK YOU to Alicia, Eunice, Jacky and Atticus for yesterday, giving me a very fun time! :D